fallingapart75

You don't understand.
Its a first love kinda thing. No matter how bad you hurt me I'll never be over you.
I try to look for you in every guy I meet. I hate you but I love you at the same time.
Maybe I don't hate you. I just hate the things that you did. It's hard to explain.
It's hard to explain. It's hard trying to forget you. And it seems the harder I tried,
the less it worked.

 

Things People Don't Know About Me 
I feel like I'm never good enough for anyone.

 

Things People Don't Know About Me 
I tell others that the size of their waist doesn't matter but 
in reality, that's all I worry about.

 

I'm just your average girl,
-------> who has a crazy dream like falling in love.
 

Today I realized that
I don't care about this bullshit as much as I thought I did. 


 

Admit it girls.
We've all had that delusion where we think a guy likes us
just because he's looking our way. 

"OH MY GOD, he looked at me.. were so getting married."

 

truth is, i would never do to you what you did to me. I'd never
just change my mind one day, deciding i just wanted someone
new. I always valued what we had, but obviously
you didn't feel the same