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 I ask myself why, 
and in that same breath, as I watch you, I get my answer. 
It's everything about you; it's that teasing smile, 
that warm scent. It's the curve of your arms, 
the tousle of your hair, the ring of your voice.
It's just everything about you. But more than that,
it's everything about me. It's everything about the way
you make me laugh, cry, smile and hurt. It's everything
about the way you make me feel.  +&And that's 
everything that I cannot, and would not, want to let go of. <3

when i'm older, and my daughter asks me who my first love was,
i don't want to pull out the ^old photo album. i want to point across
the room and say, 
---> "he's sitting right over there." <3

I'm not the best & I admit that. I make mistakes, but I learn from them. My past has given me struggles beyond what anyone knows. I keep a lot of things bottled up inside of me cause I don't want to get hurt; I won't let myself. but there's one thing I'm certain of; I'm better than her. not because I love you more, but because I'll give you everything you've been looking for.

why does it seem to be, that no one understands exactly who i'm meant to be. i need time on my own, to figure things out, maybe when i'm old and grown, i'll know what life is all about. 

we all see the same sky. 
even you. it’s what we see in 
the _sky that makes us different. 

Today was just one of those days where everything I did reminded me of you and every song I heard somehow related to you. I hate days like today, because they remind me of the one thing I don't have. 
 

You meet someone, and you just click. You have the same ideas about life. You don't even have to finish your sentences, because the person already knows what you mean.

don't stop believin'
hold on to that feeling<3

it's scary being happy, you know?
at any moment it could all be gone
&then what happens?
you have to teach yourself how to do it
all over again. & that really sucks
because that seems to take a
really. long. time.

I keep thinking of how much I love talking to you.
I daydream about you all the time,
replaying pieces of our conversation ;
laughing at funny things that you said.
I've _^memorized your face.
I catch myself smiling again at what I imagine.
I wonder what will happen the next time we are together
& even though neither of us know what the ^future holds,
I know one thing for sure ;
You're the best thing that has
----> ever happened to me