fatal_lovex3

we were only friends* when you told me [you loved me] what do i do now?

Technicolor girls are always on the phone
talking about their homes
and the conversations continue endlessly.
Technicolor boys, transistor radios
blasting their treble tones
and the arguments are disputed after school,
in the parking lot as the teachers bend the rules.
Patiently you waited for a courting boy's embrace,
then everyone would know.
But the letter jacket wasn't yours to own
and it proves to be on temporary loan.
And as they all grow older the truth will be understood,
cuz we never turn out the way we thought we would.

[Admit it] We flirt with each other. Have the stupidest little jokes together. Are alike in such stranqe ways. Always seem to be thinking about the same exact thing. And I sometimes think we are in love** but you don`t even realize.

i see your screen-name pop up. i don`t want to
iM you right away. i don`t want to seem desperate.
i wait a few minutes, but after a while, i lose the
courage. i need to talk to you. please, do me a
favor. IM me first..

It could be so simple but you'd rather make it hard. Loving you is like a battle & we both end up with scars.

There's no point in trying to talk to
you. I've tried to have a conversation
with you but all that comes out is the
empty feeling in my stomach and it
makes me realize that you will never
feel the same way about me as I do
about you </33.

i wanna do exactly* what you did to me.
lead you on, make you [fall] for me & then
just let you go . . . E F F 0 R T L E S S L Y.

ACCEPTANCE -- shes too short ; hes too tall ; her eyebrows are too thick ; &&his nose is too small. she acts too sad ; he looks too weird ; her freckles are too biig ; and no one likes his beard her mouth's full of metal ; he has four eyes instead of two ; her hair is way too dark ; && his eyes are way too blue. she paints her nails black ; he always wears a tie ; she`ll never smile ; hell never cry. she wont be noticed ; he won`t make the team ; her name wil never be in lights ; and he`ll never achieve his dream. whyy must we all be judged? whyy is being accepted so tough? why do people try so hard? && whyy are teenage years so rough? no one should be judged.. no one should be hurt by something youu say. no one should be excluded. && most of all.. no one should be treated this way.

I'm missing your laugh*
How did it break?
And when did your eyes
Begin to look fake?
I hope you're as [happy] as you're pretending..

and it hurts to know the [closest] thing to my perfection** is so far out of reach </3