februaryfirst
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Day 01 - Letter 1: Your best friend
Day 02 - Letter 2: Your crush.
Day 03 - Letter 3: Your parents.
Day 04 - Letter 4: Your siblings.
Day 05 - Letter 5: Your dreams.
Day 06 - Letter 6: A stranger.
Day 07 - Letter 7: Your ex-boyfriend.
Day 08 - Letter 8: Your favorite internet friend.
Day 09 - Letter 9: A person you wish to meet.
Day 10 - Letter 10: Someone you don't talk to as much as you'd like to.
Day 11 - Letter 11: A deceased person you wish you could talk to.
Day 12 - Letter 12: Person you hate the most.
Day 13 - Letter 13: Someone you wish you could forgive.
Day 14 - Letter 14: Someone you drifted away from.
Day 15 - Letter 15: The person you miss the most.
Day 16 - Letter 16: Someone that is not in your state.
Day 17 - Letter 17: Someone from your childhood.
Day 18 - Letter 18: The person you wish you could be.
Day 19 - Letter 19: Someone that pesters your mind (Good or bad).
Day 20 - Letter 20: The one that broke your heart the hardest.
Day 21 - Letter 21: Someone you judged by their first impression.
Day 22 - Letter 22: Someone you want to give a second chance to.
Day 23 - Letter 23: The last person you kissed.
Day 24 - Letter 24: The person that gave you your favorite memory.
Day 25 - Letter 25: The person you know that is going through the worst of times.
Day 26 - Letter 26: The last person you made a pinky promise to.
Day 27 - Letter 27: The friendliest person you knew for only a day.
Day 28 - Letter 28: Someone that changed your life.
Day 29 - Letter 29: The person you want to tell everything to, but are afraid to.
Day 30 - Letter 30: Your reflection in the mirror
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day 15 ;the person you miss the most
I don't even know who to write this to! I know that i've haven't exactly lost that many people in my life time, just Danny and Grandma & i miss both of you so much and there is not a day where i dont think of either of you. But i miss everyone who has entered my life and then left again. Each of you changed me in a certain way and made me who I am todaay. I miss the people who were in my life a couple of years ago and then changed and turned into completely different people. I miss when i didnt have to worry who would be there tomorrow and who wouldn't . its weird how i feel so alone. all of you, just come back!
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day 14 ;someone you've drifted away from
There's not just one person. I've drifted away from everyone in my friend group. We are all changing and moving on and possibly out-growing eachother. I hate how i can't trust any of you anymore. We all used to have sucha tight bond and then that just broke. I hate all of this i want things to go back to the way they were a year ago. I wouldn't of had that massive arguement with the bestest friend i've ever had and i would still have a group of people that all cared about eachother enough to stick up for eachother whether they thought they were right or wrong, i would still have a boyfriend who actually cared about me and didn't try and hurt me, not that i miss him cause i know im completely over that and want nothing to do with him, ever. I would still have the guy bestfriend that had been in my life since i was 10, i could've spent more time with him. I just hate how i feel like i have no one anymore and my 'friends' are always trying to kill eachother its just not right.
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day 8 ;your favourite internet friend
Rickster, i know we've met in person a couple of times but i still talk to you the most over the internet. You're so lovely, you constantly make me laugh, you seem like you care but i'm not too sure, but we both know why that is. You have all the chances of finding someone specail, i know since we've been talking you've been screwed over by a couple of girls but they obviously just weren't right for you. Ricky you deserve all of the best, i promise that will happen for you one day.
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day 11 ; a deceased person you wish you could talk to
I dont really know what to say, i wish i hadn't spent so much time hating you because of what my mummy said because like they say you dont know what you've got until its gone. You were the only grandparent i can remember and i took you for granted. you have no idea how jealous i am of the people who still have grandparents and go to see them every week for sunday dinner, but hey im a tucker nothing is normal having this name. Im sorry, im sorry i dont remember the last time i saw you. it was pretty obvious to everyone that kellie was your favourite grandchild, and i know i wasn't that close to you anymore, but youwere the only grandparent i ever reallly had and the only one i ever knew. I guess your death was more of a shock to me than anything, when mum+dad told us it was the first time where i felt that kellie actually needed me there and at your funeral when craig+kellie+me all held eachother cry, it was like we were afamily again, but for all the wrong reasons. You have no idea how much i regret not seeing you as much and how that haunts me every single day.
im so sorry,i miss you loads and the days we all used to spend together eating the cucumber sandwiches you used to make us when we were kids
please forgive me, RIP grandma
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day 6; a stranger
i don't know who you are please come and inspire my life soon :) i'm in need of some new company so come and make a difference? show me what it means to live again.
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day 5; your dreams
please stop re-occuring. They are no longer dreams but nightmares. i do not neeed to re-live what happened to me every night. I go through enough pain daily when my friends a how i got that scratch or that bruise:/ i don't like you aymore. please just stop.
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because my personality is who I am, and
my attitude depends on who you are.
day 10; someone you don't talk to as much.
I should be writing this letter to one ailish or maisie. But im not im writing it to you.Not gonna lie, i miss you we've become so close and i've kept you quiet from most of my friends cause i know exactly what they'd all say. All im gonna say is don't be shy, i know you know you can never be him and i don't expect you to be.I like you for who you. I love how you remind me about all the old times when i never really had an girls that understood me. We weren't as close when he was around but you were still there. You looked after to me at ever drunken night, when he got angry or ran off with someone else I just miss you.
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