fighting_to_live

Status: dreaming of a different time
Joined: July 29, 2013
Last Seen: 8 years
Birthday: September 17
user id: 367682
Location: on journey to the middle of nowhere
Gender: F

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mads* 8 years ago
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Happy Birthday to you too!!!!
Thanks:)
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fighting_to_live 8 years ago
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Aww thank you<3
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Chris* 8 years ago
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We do! lol thank you, I hope you have a wonderful birthday too!
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fighting_to_live 8 years ago
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:D Thank you!<3
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Jessica* 8 years ago
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Happy birthdaaay!<3
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fighting_to_live 8 years ago
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Awwh Thank you very much:)<3
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Jessica* 8 years ago
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Welcomee<3
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elephants_are_cool* 8 years ago
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haappy birthday to you
haaaaappy biiirthday to you
happy birthday to fighting_to_live,
happy birthday to you :)
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fighting_to_live 8 years ago
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Awwwhh you're soo sweet! Thank you:D <3
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[deleted] 8 years ago
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happy birthday :)
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fighting_to_live 8 years ago
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Awwh thank you very much:)<3
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beebessey 8 years ago
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Happy birthday :)
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fighting_to_live 8 years ago
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Awwh thank you very much:)<3
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xxHelloLovelyxx 8 years ago
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Aw, thank you! That's so sweet of you!
Hey we have the same birthday c:
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fighting_to_live 8 years ago
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Awh no worries! and snap:) haha<3
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elephants_are_cool* 8 years ago
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thank you so much for the follow! :)
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fighting_to_live 8 years ago
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Awwh no worries! Your quotes and username are amazing! Thanks for the follow back:) <3
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elephants_are_cool* 8 years ago
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haha I could say the same thing to you! I absolutely LOVE your quotes too!
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fighting_to_live 8 years ago
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Aww thank you soo much! That means a lot to me:) thanks again gorgeous<3
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BreeeFayy* 8 years ago
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i love your profile pic
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AnotherGirlW/oASharperKnife* 8 years ago
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Thank you so much for all the faves xD
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fighting_to_live 8 years ago
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Awh no worries! I thought I was already following you until I went on your profile and realised I wasnt, also your really pretty!:D <3
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AnotherGirlW/oASharperKnife* 8 years ago
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awww thanks. I don't think so but yea.
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fighting_to_live 8 years ago
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Hey! sorry for the late reply! I use my phone to go on witty and it doesn't always tell me when I.get a notification, but noo you are soo pretty, believe me! <3
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AnotherGirlW/oASharperKnife* 8 years ago
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okays.
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iLL-Legal AlienšŸ‘½* 8 years ago
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As long as I know my poems reach ONE person, its all worth it to me :] thanks for the feedback!
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[deleted] 8 years ago
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69th follower ;)
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fighting_to_live 8 years ago
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Ahaha:D thanks! <3
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gab* 8 years ago
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aw thanks c:
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nicolešŸŒ¹* 8 years ago
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thanks for the fave! ya made me happy :)
and omg I love your username. and the profile pic
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Travis Allred* 8 years ago
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Yeah it's a tough thing cause you also have to help yourself cause I can't do that and I'm not good at it. but thanks you so much. That what I always loves to do. Is too help people situations :)
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YayHijabi 8 years ago
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You're cute :3
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Travis Allred* 8 years ago
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heey thank for faves!
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dolph* 8 years ago
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MILA KUNIS?!
ME?!?
I WISH I DID LOOK LIKE HER
THANK YOU SO MUCH!
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Music_is_my_Life_1995 8 years ago
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hey i have to get off my laptop but can we txt i kinda still wanna talk? i sound like a creeper sorry /.\
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fighting_to_live 8 years ago
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I was just about to reply to your other comment - I'm from UK, where abouts are you from?
I can just imagine a huuge phone bill if your from America:p
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Music_is_my_Life_1995 8 years ago
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ohh i am from america this sucks :p i ll get on tomorrow and we can talk later
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Music_is_my_Life_1995 8 years ago
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Hey
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fighting_to_live 8 years ago
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Hey:)
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Music_is_my_Life_1995 8 years ago
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I made a fast witty lol :3
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fighting_to_live 8 years ago
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Ahaha, i never would have guessed! That was quick! I'm going to delete the other comments now:) and you were born in 95, so was I:)
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Music_is_my_Life_1995 8 years ago
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lol im a dork :p and otay lol
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fighting_to_live 8 years ago
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Awwh Haha <3
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Music_is_my_Life_1995 8 years ago
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my computer was messing up and i couldnt get on the internet but yea lol /.\
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fighting_to_live 8 years ago
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But still that's some.pretty good computer skills you.got going on there:)
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Music_is_my_Life_1995 8 years ago
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lol yeah I need a new laptop. and I now realized i can't talk to my best friend i told her that i was cutting and she said i was stupid and that made me cut even more
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fighting_to_live 8 years ago
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That was really insensitive of your friend:/ you're not stupid if you cut, don't listen to her, but instead of cutting, how about doing something that will distract you, like writing,going for a jog,baking or anything you enjoy, qnd see if that helps:)
Writing what's bothering you down on a bit of paper and tearing it up afterwards is incredibly satisfying
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Music_is_my_Life_1995 8 years ago
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I useually draw like everyone says im an artist but i dont believe it but sometimes my anger gets the best of me and i cut and i regret it but i just want to give up on the world and lose the battle i have been fighting becasue theres no point anymore
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fighting_to_live 8 years ago
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I'm sure they are telling the truth about yout artistic skills:) Have you thought of a stress ball? If you regret it afterwards, just remember that feeling,so the next time you pick up the blade you'll feel less inclined to cut, and there is soo much for you in the world qnd you have so much to offer, think about what you want from the future, it can be anything, from the snallest of things to the biggest of things, like wanting to have kids, or travel, or do something that makes you happy, and focus on that, don't give up yet, there is always a point, I promise:) think about it like this, if you want to lose the battle, then all the pain, the tears the everything that you endured will go to waste, for all you inow things could start to look up for you tomorrow:) <3
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Music_is_my_Life_1995 8 years ago
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Idk and no i havent thought of a stress ball and my life wont be better until i move out of my house and move to ohio i cant stand living with my parents i hate getting yelled at and i get told everyday im fat ugly stupid worthless and it hurts i havent ate in a week ive cut everyday this week and i dont no what else to do i cant go anywhere or say anything i just hate life and my future will probably live alone on the streets somewhere i dont remember the last time i was happy i feel numb and alone in the inside all i actually want is someone to actually care all the people in my life leave at some point I havent had a friendship last more than a year and a half :( no one likes me because im fat ugly and stupid
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fighting_to_live 8 years ago
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You remind me soo much of myself, I know how you feel, I could feel your pain reading this.
A stress ball will help, use it before you think about picking up the blade, I'm so sorry to hear you feel this way, when can you move to Ohio? Have you tried talking to your parents, I know its hard, but maybe try telling them that the yelling isn't nice for you, Im the told the same.things as you, I know how it feels, and im learning that the only way to feel better is to ignore what they say and try to feel better in yourself, you are not fat, ugly or stupid or worthless, and your future is soo much brighter than you think - your still young, you have the potential to do anything you want, to become anyone YOU want, dont let others bring you down.
Starving yourself won't help - in fact you might not want to hear this but starving yourself can actually make you gain weight ( your body goes into starvation mode and any food you do eat turns straight to fat) so please don't starve. One thing I find that helps is going for a run/jog, when you.workout all these happy hormones get released so you feel good and its also a good escape, so again reach for your trainers before the blade.
And i care, I believe in you. You can do this. The key is to find happiness in yourself first, and doing simple things that make you feel good (eg, the walking/jogging) are a good place to start. Once you feel better.in yourself what everyone else says/think won't matter, and it shouldn't matter.
And the so called friends who havent spoken to you in agees are missing out cause you seem like a pretty awesome girl:)
I know you may seem a bit reluctant to try these things, or you might not think it will work, but nothing bad will come from trying this.
You can do this. I believe in you. <3
P.s. I seen your profile pic from your othemr account and you are pretty:)
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Music_is_my_Life_1995 8 years ago
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When I graduate highschool i can move i dont talk to y parents because im scared of them and i try to stay away form them as much as possible so i stay with my gma and step gpa i get yelled at and it makes me cry and i fell like an emotional idiot and i get called lesbian which im not because i apparently dress like a guy and act like one so that hurts and makes me feel ugly and nothing i have a medical issue for my weight i weight 220 but instead of loosing the weight it turns in to muscle but it still makes me feel fat i excerise and run alot but i dont like who i am i do try to eat once in a while im working on that i dont believe in myself because im a failure im not smart and i cant do things right i always mess up on things i only have 5 friends and they all betrayed me and made me feel like im nothing so i have no real friend anymore i never go out in public because i have anexiety and social problems and i never have fun im afraid of being judged and getting talked about i hate it im not awesome as you say i dont feel like anything really but a stupid idiot whinny girl i never had a boy friend because they never wanted to talk to me im not loved im hated and i feel like i will never experience love or being cared for im sorry but you probably think im some kind of girl who wants attention or what ever but i dont i just want some one to listen for once and i do appreciate the compliment it means alot. thanks <3
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