Where to start?
I've had depression for several years, starting from... I don't really remember when; when I was about 11 I think. I self- harm, have for maybe3 years now, and have attempted suicide a few times.
I really would love to be one of thiose people who can list off a heap of friends, but I'm not going to bother because my list would have maybe 4 people on it... people you should follow is a bit easier though:
"The only thing more unthinkable than leaving was staying;
the only thing more impossible than staying was leaving. I
didn't want to destroy anything or anybody. I just wanted to
slip quietly out the back door, without causing any fuss or
consequences, and then not stop running..."
― Elizabeth Gilbert