fionarose

Status: And I just lost everything that ever meant anything
Joined: November 18, 2011
Last Seen: 6 years
user id: 240084
Location: Australia
Gender: F

Hello Beautiful!

-  Fiona  -  17  -  Single -

Where to start?
I've  had depression for several years, starting from... I don't really remember when; when I was about 11 I think. I self- harm, have for maybe3 years now, and have attempted suicide a few times.

I really would love to be one of thiose people who can list off a heap of friends, but I'm not going to bother because my list would have maybe 4 people on it... people you should follow is a bit easier though:

-LivingDisaster (Teneale)
-_unknown_ (Anastasia)
-Sierrafreek (Jake)
-AmyBird66 (Amy)

...Or maybe it's not so easy. Let me know if you want to be added to my list :)

Follow for a follow?


If you ever need someone to talk to, my email address is
il_listen_to_you@hotmail.com
Feel free to email me whenever about whatever, I don't mind if we've never spoken.

Stay strong!
xx




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fionarose 1 decade ago on quote #6908348
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Hope so
haha, thanks honey!! :)

That's great! Have fun, and be careful! Aw, why's that sweetie?
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someoneinhiding 1 decade ago on quote #6908348
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Don't worry one's with church friends, ones with my most innocent friend, and ones with my sorta kinda bf. I don't get invited anywhere because i dont hang out with the party crowd and most of my close friends dont go to school with me
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fionarose 1 decade ago on quote #6908348
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Its okay beautiful :)
That's true, nobody else seems to understand that though. She and I are good, but my ex and I aren't talking anymore... we had an argument, then there was a fight, like a punch up, and so I told him my best friend and I would stop complicating things. And to do that I would remove myself from his life. So I don't exist as far as he's concerned anymore; and we never happened. Anything exciting? Well I've only got like 19 days of school left ever! What about you gorgeous?
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someoneinhiding 1 decade ago on quote #6908348
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I'm sorry. But seriously you'll find someone.
CONGRATZ LOOVEELYYY! What do you want to be?
I have like 3 parties next weekend which is odd considering i never get invited anywhere. xD
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fionarose 1 decade ago on quote #6908348
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Hope so
haha, thanks honey!! :)

That's great! Have fun, and be careful! Aw, why's that sweetie?
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someoneinhiding 1 decade ago on quote #6908348
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Don't worry one's with church friends, ones with my most innocent friend, and ones with my sorta kinda bf. I don't get invited anywhere because i dont hang out with the party crowd and most of my close friends dont go to school with me
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fionarose 1 decade ago on quote #6908348
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Yeah, that's one thing I've learned. That I'm okay, I'm still clean (since September 7), my best friend and I are talking again and my ex and I are friends (?) again so I'm okay. That's what he doesn't understand, I'm okay but I'm not much better than okay

That's good lovely, hope you have a great day! :)
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someoneinhiding 1 decade ago on quote #6908348
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Sorry it took me so long to reply! Hey ok is better than bad and ok is a fantastic starting point. :) I'm glad everythings good between you and your best friend. Has anything exciting happened lately?
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fionarose 1 decade ago on quote #6908348
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Its okay beautiful :)
That's true, nobody else seems to understand that though. She and I are good, but my ex and I aren't talking anymore... we had an argument, then there was a fight, like a punch up, and so I told him my best friend and I would stop complicating things. And to do that I would remove myself from his life. So I don't exist as far as he's concerned anymore; and we never happened. Anything exciting? Well I've only got like 19 days of school left ever! What about you gorgeous?
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someoneinhiding 1 decade ago on quote #6908348
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I'm sorry. But seriously you'll find someone.
CONGRATZ LOOVEELYYY! What do you want to be?
I have like 3 parties next weekend which is odd considering i never get invited anywhere. xD
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fionarose 1 decade ago on quote #6908348
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Hope so
haha, thanks honey!! :)

That's great! Have fun, and be careful! Aw, why's that sweetie?
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someoneinhiding 1 decade ago on quote #6908348
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Don't worry one's with church friends, ones with my most innocent friend, and ones with my sorta kinda bf. I don't get invited anywhere because i dont hang out with the party crowd and most of my close friends dont go to school with me
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fionarose 1 decade ago on quote #6908348
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Hey beautiful, I've made a real mess of things... but I'm okay :) how are you?
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someoneinhiding 1 decade ago on quote #6908348
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you sure? i'm good. have a busy day ahead of me
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fionarose 1 decade ago on quote #6908348
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Yeah, that's one thing I've learned. That I'm okay, I'm still clean (since September 7), my best friend and I are talking again and my ex and I are friends (?) again so I'm okay. That's what he doesn't understand, I'm okay but I'm not much better than okay

That's good lovely, hope you have a great day! :)
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someoneinhiding 1 decade ago on quote #6908348
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Sorry it took me so long to reply! Hey ok is better than bad and ok is a fantastic starting point. :) I'm glad everythings good between you and your best friend. Has anything exciting happened lately?
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fionarose 1 decade ago on quote #6908348
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Its okay beautiful :)
That's true, nobody else seems to understand that though. She and I are good, but my ex and I aren't talking anymore... we had an argument, then there was a fight, like a punch up, and so I told him my best friend and I would stop complicating things. And to do that I would remove myself from his life. So I don't exist as far as he's concerned anymore; and we never happened. Anything exciting? Well I've only got like 19 days of school left ever! What about you gorgeous?
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someoneinhiding 1 decade ago on quote #6908348
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I'm sorry. But seriously you'll find someone.
CONGRATZ LOOVEELYYY! What do you want to be?
I have like 3 parties next weekend which is odd considering i never get invited anywhere. xD
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fionarose 1 decade ago on quote #6908348
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Hope so
haha, thanks honey!! :)

That's great! Have fun, and be careful! Aw, why's that sweetie?
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someoneinhiding 1 decade ago on quote #6908348
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Don't worry one's with church friends, ones with my most innocent friend, and ones with my sorta kinda bf. I don't get invited anywhere because i dont hang out with the party crowd and most of my close friends dont go to school with me
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fionarose 1 decade ago on quote #6908147
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Thank you lovely :)
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fionarose 1 decade ago on quote #6901576
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You are beautiful just as you are!
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fionarose 1 decade ago on quote #6899406
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This is so beautiful, and yet so tragic
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Shelley♥* 1 decade ago on quote #6899406
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I know, isn't it? I think it's just the prettiest-♥
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fionarose 1 decade ago on quote #6895588
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I'm not going to, he wouldn't let me even if I tried
I don't think so, he can't stand the city; so I would only see him when I come back home which I won't have much time to do

But I'm hopeful it works out how I'd like it to
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someoneinhiding 1 decade ago on quote #6895588
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just trust. whatever is meant to be will happen.
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fionarose 1 decade ago on quote #6895588
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I doubt it, its just so easy to be with him... he's my guy best friend, and we've kind of been on and off for something like 3 years...
I thought he wanted something to come of this too, but it's so impractical unless I give up uni which he wont let me do
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someoneinhiding 1 decade ago on quote #6895588
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Don't do that. Maybe he will move somewhere near you. You never know. You just have to trust that it will work out how it is supposed to
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fionarose 1 decade ago on quote #6895588
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I'm not going to, he wouldn't let me even if I tried
I don't think so, he can't stand the city; so I would only see him when I come back home which I won't have much time to do

But I'm hopeful it works out how I'd like it to
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someoneinhiding 1 decade ago on quote #6895588
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just trust. whatever is meant to be will happen.
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fionarose 1 decade ago on quote #6895588
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That's very true, but say he comes back early; I won't have time to see him anyway because I will have about three weeks or so to find a job and a place to live and organise books and everything for uni... then I'm gone for the next 4 years
Like he pointed out we're too different for "us" to ever work...
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someoneinhiding 1 decade ago on quote #6895588
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you never know.
and who knows you may meet some other guy that is 10x more amazing
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fionarose 1 decade ago on quote #6895588
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I doubt it, its just so easy to be with him... he's my guy best friend, and we've kind of been on and off for something like 3 years...
I thought he wanted something to come of this too, but it's so impractical unless I give up uni which he wont let me do
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someoneinhiding 1 decade ago on quote #6895588
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Don't do that. Maybe he will move somewhere near you. You never know. You just have to trust that it will work out how it is supposed to
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fionarose 1 decade ago on quote #6895588
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I'm not going to, he wouldn't let me even if I tried
I don't think so, he can't stand the city; so I would only see him when I come back home which I won't have much time to do

But I'm hopeful it works out how I'd like it to
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someoneinhiding 1 decade ago on quote #6895588
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just trust. whatever is meant to be will happen.
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fionarose 1 decade ago on quote #6892480
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Thank you hon <3
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fionarose 1 decade ago on quote #6892051
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Why are you so surprised? You're obviously a very talented writer :)
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fionarose 1 decade ago on quote #6892051
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This is so amazing, you should definitely keep posting your poetry!
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someoneinhiding 1 decade ago on quote #6892051
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thanks love. I'm surprised people like it so much this like a first draft.
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fionarose 1 decade ago on quote #6892051
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Why are you so surprised? You're obviously a very talented writer :)
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fionarose 1 decade ago on quote #6891487
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I know it is, but you will get through
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fionarose 1 decade ago on quote #6891487
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Are you okay beautiful?? I'm here if you need to talk
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taytay8056 1 decade ago on quote #6891487
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I don't know, it's hard..
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fionarose 1 decade ago on quote #6891487
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I know it is, but you will get through
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fionarose 1 decade ago on quote #6889159
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I'm here if you want to talk beautiful
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fionarose 1 decade ago on quote #6888518
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Haha, thanks darl :)
It is kinda weird that our school years are so different haha
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someoneinhiding 1 decade ago on quote #6888518
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just cuz of where we are in the world. :)
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fionarose 1 decade ago on quote #6888518
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It's the same here, except I only have to wait until the 14th of November
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fionarose 1 decade ago on quote #6881133
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Yeah, I guess
What about you beautiful?
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fionarose 1 decade ago on quote #6881133
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You remember to look at every facet of an issue every time?
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[deleted] 1 decade ago on quote #6881133
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yes, all i do is think. my mind never rest.
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