fireice555

 everyone wants to find that
"special"
guy who will mend your broken heart.
but, 
i want a guy who will mend it, but keep a piece for himself;
and replacing it with one of his.

 i am who i am today because of the choices i made yesterday.

me neighbor, karter, likes me.
he keeps trying to get me to date him. 
today he asked me to hangout. 
when going to the movies later, i said yes.
well, we were outside.
he ran up to me, picked me up in a hug, and spun me around.
would have been the perfect moment if he didnt say,
(after me telling him to put me down)
"i know why you wanted to be put down. you dont want guys to realize how heavy you are."
thats one of the reasons.. mostly.
and the other:
the boy i love used to do that to me after we broke up.
i had to go home, and cry.

i might change schools..
any advice how to tell my friends?
i need all the help i can get.
i havent told anyone yet..

 okay..
he just chated me..
i cant stop smiling.
i have been waiting for ths.
most people think im crazy..
truth is,
i am crazy.
crazy for him.<3

getting you was a miracle; 
losing you was a tradegy;
but loving you after all of it-
undescribeable.

whats minnie without micky,♥
whats tigger without pooh,♥
whats patrick without spongebob,♥
whats me without you,♥
iloveyou,♥

you don't have to like me;
i'm not a facebook status.
-wiz khalifa(: