Gone In The Winds of Fate*

Joined: December 18, 2011
Last Seen: 4 years
user id: 251997
Gender: F

This horse, has saved my life. If it weren't for him being with me, I'd be dead. He is the air I breathe, the food I eat, the words I speak, my first and only love. He has captured my heart in so many ways. He became "mine" on March 17, 2012. He is the reason I even get out of bed in the morning and keep trying my hardest everyday. Even when things are terrible and stressful in my life, he always makes me genuinly smile and laugh. Around him, I don't have to wear a mask. He accepts me, for being me. No judgement of anything I say, just open ears to listen. And he can tell. He hugs me back when I hug him, He can tell when I'm having a bad day and need a shoulder to cry on. We understand each other so much.You have shown me how to accept who I am.
and how to cope with things in life I have never been able to do if it weren't for you. I love you will all of my heart, soul, and mind Norfi. You truly are my saving grace. <3

Quotes by Gone In The Winds of Fate*

current emotion: 20% battery
I need to move on..... I need to stop hurting myself..... But what if he really is the one for me? I could just cry and die because of the hurt I'm feeling. 
I can't get ya outta my head. I want you back, but I fight with myself trying not to give a damn. It feels like I hit a wall.
I have to get something off my mind. I think its time everyone knows.

I'm in love with a girl. She means the world to me. Shes so cute, amazing, and one of the nicest people I've ever met.
I love her with all my heart. I'd give up the world for her to be mine forever.

For those who don't support me, I'm sorry you can't accept me for who I am. But this is who I am and I will love who I love.
So today is my 17th birthday.

And to be perfectly honest, I'm so glad I'm still here today.

Last year, I was planning to kill myself because life was just so terrible last year for me. But, I was strong and stuck it out. And today, I couldn't be happier with where I am in life.

You never know where life will take you. So just hold on
I have to lose 39 pounds to be considered healthy.

This seems almost impossible for me.

But I'm keeping positive by telling myself every pound I lose is a pound closer to my goal.
You my friend, can go shove a piccolo up your a.ss
I wish he saw how much I loved him.

I wish he knew how much I just want to cuddle with him, hug him, kiss him, make him feel special, go to prom with him, tell him I love him all the time, and so on. I just wish he could see this longing desire I have.

And maybe, just maybe my fantisies will become a reality.

Guys, I have been thinking about my future with my horse lately. And I'm possibly going to have to give him up.

This breaks my entire world saying this. Knowing I'm going to have to give him up for a new horse.

My mind is a mess right now. I'd rather die than make this decision.

My horse has kept me alive for years and if I have to let him go for a new horse, I don't think I could live with myself.