flyingbacon7

Writing is my escape
Music is my escape
Witty is my escape
Reading is my escape
Running is my escape
If it wasn't for these escapes
I don't know where I'd be

Watching a movie trailer 5 times straight
And realizing that it comes to theatres in 4 months
And you realize 4 months is
About 120 days depending on the months
And you realize that maybe if you keep on watching the trailer
The movie will come out faster

You are not just a contact in my phone
You are more than that

Today my 3 year old niece
Looked me in the eye and said
"Kelsey, you pretty"
It made me smile

I want to dedicate this quote to my mother
Her and mine relationship is a bit rocky
We get in stupid fights
She sometimes gets really angry with me
I don't get to see her that much
But mom, I love you
I love everything you do for me
You mean a lot to me and I'll always be your little girl
You make mistakes as a mom
But I also makes mistakes as a daughter
We just have to forgive each other
And learn from our mistakes
Happy Birthday Mom, you are truly amazing

Hello
Hello, to the girl who never gets noticed at school
Hello, to the boy who sits alone at lunch
Hello, to the person who is surrounded by lots of people but still feels alone
Hello, to the younger sibling who gets not attention
Hello, to the person who thinks no one cares
Hello, to the kid who gets told by their parents that they aren't good enough
Hello, to the music lovers
Hello, to the sport fanatics
Hello, to the kid who is a great artist
Hello, to the kid who puts on a fake smile
Hello, to the kid who isn't afraid to be himself/herself
Hello, to the kid who dressed up today or did something special and no one noticed
Hello, to the kid who opened up the door for someone and didn't even get a "thank you"
Hello, to the readers out there
Hello, to the genius's
Hello, to the sick children who are fighting just to survive
Hello, to the kid who is thinking about writing a suicide letter
Hello, to the kids who lost their parents
Hello, to the kid who thinks they are not good enough
Hello, to the kid who feels invisible
Hello, to the dreamers out there
Hello, I am Kelsey
And I care
Hello to everyone in this world
We are all different and unique
And everyone deserves a Hello

Sometimes you make choices in life
And sometimes
Choices make you

I used to hide  behind my smile
I thought maybe if I smiled
No one would ever know
You are probably thinking
What would they know?
They would  know the thoughts in my head
The times I got sad
And felt alone
And the days where I felt worthless and thought no one even cared
After a lot of thinking I realized there are people who care
Sometimes they don't have the time to show it
But they care
Lately I've been trying new things in life
Trying to help others and meet new people
But there's this one guy out there and he knows who he is
He made me realize this and he made me realize who I am
He didn't change me at all
I am the same old Kelsey
He just told me what was already true
The only thing he changed
Was that the smile on my face
Is now a real genuine smile
And I feel like I'm on the road to happiness

I feel like he really knows me
He knows the real me
I feel like I can be myself around him
And I won't judge
The emotion of love I feel for him
Is unlike any other
It's so real
It's so true
And baby
I just want you to realize
I only want to be with you

I'm home alone and I hear noises
The first thing I do
Is go to my room and grab a sock
Go to the fridge and grab a stick of butter
I am ready to defend myself