foreverforyou21

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Take a knife and stab me.

Take a gun and shoot me.

or just talk to her

they will all kill me


 Mine 

 


Wanna hear a true story about the "Story of Us"? 

We started talking. We started talking more and more each day. Each day I came to love him more and more. I told him that one day, sometime soon, he was going to stop talking to me and totally ignore me. He told me that that would never happen and assured me of it. I wouldn't believe him and he wondered why. Why? Because it happens all the time. Before long we were "together" I was head over heals for him. I still am. Before I knew it. We stopped talking and he made up stupid excuses. Now we never talk and I never stop thinking about him.
I'm giving up hope on him and I don't want to. He was one of the best things that has ever happened to me.♥

 




There has never been a time
more than now
in which i wanted 
your arms around me 
and your lips to tell me,
"Everything is going to be okay."




 

 
 
 
"You want a heart. You don't know how lucky you are not to have one. Hearts will never be practical until they can be made unbreakable." -Wizard of Oz





And I finally know why a CRUSH is called a crush. 

Because in the end your heart always gets 

CRUSHED 

by that one person.




Sitting here alone in the lobby. No one notices me. Am I shocked? Not at all. I've become more and more invisible to everyone. There has been no day then today in which I desired to leave this school. I have no one anymore. I'm alone.I want a new school, new friends and a fresh start. I find that Iif anyone read my thought;s they'd nearly be in tears. I loathe this feeling of lonliness and sorrow. It's truly a terrible feeling to have everyone moving swiftly around you and you just sit there and watch there feet pass by. Everyone that surrounds me is with there best friends and boyfriends. This makes me feel more lonely, everyone has a companion and the only one I have, a mans best friend, is my dog.They are the only ones who are there to listen and not get tired of my constant weeps. Everyone is so oblivious as to what I feel inside. Don't you know silence is a girls loudest cry?
Mother has noticed a difference but continues to joke about it. If only she knew... how upset she'd be knowing all the signs were there but wouldn't look away from her jewelry long enough to notice my ongoing pain. I haven't been turning to self harm anymore but the only outlets I have are talking to my cousin, listening to music, and dancing. I'm almost positive that if music didn't exist I wouldn't either. The music are the words that tell me I'm not the only one feeling the way I have been.
I've lost all people who did make me happy at one point in time. Although, it was such a short time they were in my life, they made a huge impact on my life. Maybe if I never had them I wouldn't have this pain right now. Who knows? Certainly not me. I'm lost wihtout everyone, but they seem happier withought me and that has seemed to be my life reason, to make other people happy before myself.


Sincerely,
the girl too shy to speak up.


- true storym, true feelings... Should I continue?
He's like a battlefeild;
except you're fighting with yourself 
to keep your heart of steel.

 



You want to say,
"No, it ain't gunna work."
,but then you fumble your words.