foreverismypromise

I'm starting to get the feeling that it's just not meant to be...

&I can' t brea t he without you
Chapter 5
He grabbed me and hugged me tightly,"Taylor, It's not your fault."
My eyes started tearing up.
"I really didn't want to hurt you, that was the last thing I wanted to do. I just felt like I put out more than you gave...I was being selfish."
"it was what you wanted. you weren't being selfish. You just didn't want to get hurt."
"but I lost the best thing in my life"
Tears came flowing out. I loved him. But if he already left me, what would stop him from leaving once again? My heart got heavy in my chest.
"Ryan...we can't do this."
I saw his heart break in his eyes.

Ryan's p.o.v

I could feel my heart break. I lost her. I really did.
Tears began to swell up in my eyes. her mouth opened,"I'm so sorry."
"Don't be." I picked up my jacket that I dropped.
She looked at me and I saw tears filling.
She hugged me, I walked out the door.
I looked back before I took my last step out of her house, she was sitting at the top of the stares with a lost look on her face. God, She was beautiful. I really messed up.
I could feel tears falling onto my warm cheeks.
There was one last thing I had to do before I went home.

*Sorry, this is a short chapter*

 

&I can' t brea t he without you
Chapter 4
I quickly walked down the hallway. As I was passing Matt I took a quick glance and in that glance I saw him staring at me with that same devious smile. My heart was still pounding. I walked into my first period class.
"taylor!" Des said running up to me.
"Did you see what Ryan did!?!"
"yeah.."
"did you tell him what happened?"
"He saw...so I had to."
She grabbed me and gave me a hug.
**
I rushed out of school so I wouldn't have the chance to run into Matthew. I heard a car slowing down behind me, but I didn't want to look back. Soon the car was right behind me, it started speeding up. It flew past me tossing a drink out the window. It was a blue slushie.
"Have your boyfriend come after me again and see what happens!"
I heard matthew scream out the window.
It seeped into my white shirt. My eyes filled with tears. I just kept walking. I mummbled to myself, "He's not my boyfriend."
I walked nto my house, my mom immediately asked what happpened. Before I oculd answer I burst into tears and ran upstairs. My mom was never the kind of mom to get into my business so she just stayed down stairs. I changed out of my shirt and just got into the shower.
**
I sat on my bed with my smeared make up,messy bun and pajamas.
I heard someone knock on my bedroom door. I flinched at the thought of it being Matthew.
"hello?" I called nervious of the response.
"Hey Tay, It's Ryan."
"You can come in" I sigh in relief.

He looked me in the eyes, he had a black eye.
"what happened to you?"
"Matt and his friends jumped me."
"I'm so sorry!"

 

&I can' t brea t he without you
Chapter 3
I pushed open the door of my hallway, I walked up to my locker. I saw Matthew standing down the hallway as I walked in he looked over, I quickly looked away. I looked at my locker. Ryan was standing there.
Before I could even open my mouth he opened his,"Taylor..I just want to make sur-"
I cut him off,"Move, I need to get to my locker."
He moved a little to the left. I started putting my combination in.
"....Taylor what's on your arm?"
I didn't notice my sleeves were rolled up, It's just a bad habit.
"oh" I said rolling down my sleeves,"it's nothing."
"You want to tell me that's nothing!?!"
"SHH!" I said, people were starting to stare.
"who did this?" he said with his voice whispering.
i grabbed is arm and pulled him into the staircase.
"it was Matthew.."I said shaking.
"WHAT!?!? WHY THE HELL DID HE DO THAT?"
"he said I deserved it."
He angrily looked at the wall and started heading for the door leading to thehallway. I tried to stop him,
"RYAN PLEASE! NO!"
"He's not going to hurt you. Never. I should've been there."
I held his arm tighter trying to anchor him down.
"Taylor let go."
he went walking down the hallway.
I saw him grab Matthew's shirt and him raise his fist.
Matthew's mouth was bleeding," I don't want you to ever touch her, talk to her, even look at her again." Ryan tried assuring Matthew.
He let go of Matthews shirt and walked down the hallway.

&I can' t brea t he without you
Chapter 2
I tried to push the guy off of me, but he pushed me to the ground. I couldn't tell who it was. The guys hood fell down...It was Matthew.
"Hi Taylor" He said with a devious grin.
"WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING MATT?!"i screamed at him.
" What the hell am I doing?" he said laughing."I'm getting what I deserve, and giving you what you deserve. He picked me up and leaned me up against a tree and started kissing me, I smacked him across the face, but that didn't stop him, he just slapped me back. He covered my mouth so I couldn't scream and he tried to losen the button on my pants. I kept trying to kick him but he wouldn't let go of me.
I saw someone walking by,they quickly looked over.
I saw the figure come running up to Matthew. It was Des.
"GET THE HELL OFF HER!"
My heart was pounding like a drum in my chest. I tried to run over to her.
Before I could Matthew hit me to the ground. Des ran over to me to make sure that I was okay, Matthew ran off.
"Des, How'd you find me?"
"Well, you didn't pick up your phone, your parents said you weren't home, I got worried and walked the way you ussually walk home, You're bruised up Tay.."
"I'll be fine, Please don't tell anyone,I don't want things to get way out of hand."
"but Tay..."
"Please Des, I can't let anyone know...you have to promise."
"You are so lucky I'm you're best friend, promise."
She grabbed my hand helping me up. I was in pain, lots of pain.
"Des, Maybe no sleepover tonight?"
"Yeah, you need some rest, Text me if you need me."
 "I will" as I said walking into my house.

**
I woke up, i threw on a long sleeved shirt, I had to cover up the bruises for school.
I walked to my mom's car as she dropped me off at school. It was my junior year. Still a living hell.
 

&I  can' t  brea t he without you
Chapter 1
*I looked at him standing there with tears filling his eyes,maybe this good-bye was hurting him as much as it was hurting me.
"Taylor, You KNOW I love you, I always will,but If we both feel like this it won't work out, I want to keep trying,I never ever wanted to give up,but it's...it's not working."
I felt warm tears rolling from my cheeks. He hugged me,I could feel that there was tears falling from his eyes also.
"I'm so sorry Taylor,I really am."
I let go and started walking away. He used to grab my arm and stop me,
this time, he let me walk.*

My eyes were over flowing as I was walking away, those irraplacable monthes went flashing through my mind.
I turned around,"good-bye ryan".
He did a slight wave with his right hand and his left in his pocket.
I could feel my throat choking, I was trying not to cry. It's killing me to see this whole time just go out the window. I didn't want to go home, I needed a walk to think about things.
I sat down on a bench, the sun just set, it was getting darker as the moments passed by. My phone started vibrating it was my Des,"Hello.." I said with my voice shaking.
"Tay, What's wrong?"
"...He broke up with me"
"YOU'RE KIDDING ME RIGHT!?!"
"i wish" I said as my voice started choking.
"but you guys...were in love.."
"I thought we were too."
"Taylor, come over, we can have a girls night"
"let me go home first, I'll text you when I'm on my way?"
"alright, see you soon!"
I picked up my bag and walked towards my house. 
I felt arms wrap around my waist, I turned around smiling. My heart was restless at the fact that Ryan came back..It wasn't ryan..
 

He sa i d forever&always
Chapter 7
He looked at me and smiled,
"I'm most deffinately in love with her."
My face turned bright red as my mom smiled and walked inside.
"Taylor, I love you, I know it's soon...but there's something amazing between us. I think anyone who has ever seen us together sees it. You're everything that I have ever wanted."
"Ryan, I love you too, This just hapened way to fast, But I think I'm ready..."
I could see that he just wanted to grab me and squeeze me but I looked to comfortable with my head reasting on his shoulder.
**
**Author's P.O.V***
 Weeks passed by, with each day passing they fell more and more in love. They spent almost every spare second together.
Sooner or later the summer came, Things began feeling absolutely perfect.
4 monthes passed by, they still loved eachother.

*SORRY THIS IS SUCH A SHORT CHAPTER! but I'm starting a sequel, it's just when the story goes into the future. I'm starting it as soon as this one's posted.*