forgetandmoveon
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Dear Dana,
So today I hung out with my boyfriend, and he's the sweetest. Sometimes it makes me wonder though because he's so perfect and then there's me, and as you know i'm farely flawd. It's just a little too good to be true. But I do guess it's not completly perfect.. to be honest I'm not really over 'him' yet. I wonder if I ever will be. Or maybe someday we'll be together again. But I had an amazing day, he treats me right and makes me feel safe. We also went to mcdonald's and met up with an old friend, we had a great time! We're cute though, because we act like bestfriends and lovers at the same time, I feel very close to him too. He makes me laugh, but at the same time I do feel like I can tell him anything and he'll take me seriously, I just hope he really does care about me as much as he says he does. One thing that concernes me though is he can be a little bit controling, I guess everyone can be but when people even try to tell me what to do.. it reminds me of our father and it scares me a little. I guess I'm just scared. But anyway I hope you had a great day too!
- xoxo your sister
So today I hung out with my boyfriend, and he's the sweetest. Sometimes it makes me wonder though because he's so perfect and then there's me, and as you know i'm farely flawd. It's just a little too good to be true. But I do guess it's not completly perfect.. to be honest I'm not really over 'him' yet. I wonder if I ever will be. Or maybe someday we'll be together again. But I had an amazing day, he treats me right and makes me feel safe. We also went to mcdonald's and met up with an old friend, we had a great time! We're cute though, because we act like bestfriends and lovers at the same time, I feel very close to him too. He makes me laugh, but at the same time I do feel like I can tell him anything and he'll take me seriously, I just hope he really does care about me as much as he says he does. One thing that concernes me though is he can be a little bit controling, I guess everyone can be but when people even try to tell me what to do.. it reminds me of our father and it scares me a little. I guess I'm just scared. But anyway I hope you had a great day too!
- xoxo your sister
Dear Dana,
Today I was with my boyfriend again, and to be quite honest I think we got kind of sick of eachother because we spend a lot of time together. There are very few people you can't get sick of in this world, one is a sibbling, one is a bestfriend, and another would be the love of your life. That's how I know he's not 'the one.' But that's okay because I am only a kid, so I have plenty of time to find 'the one.' I am kind of concerned though because he has cheated on girls in the past, and he comes from a family that is pretty much murcyless, & he hung out with another girl that likes him later today! I'm just worried because he's like one of my bestfriends right now and he's special to me so I couldn't handle losing him, but I feel like he can just take advantage of me because of that. It's a situation where I have to choose to follow my heart or mind. Both pathes are pretty risky. I guess I'll just have to wait to see what happens. I miss you soo much though, and I wish you were here to give me advice,
-xoxo your sister<3
Today I was with my boyfriend again, and to be quite honest I think we got kind of sick of eachother because we spend a lot of time together. There are very few people you can't get sick of in this world, one is a sibbling, one is a bestfriend, and another would be the love of your life. That's how I know he's not 'the one.' But that's okay because I am only a kid, so I have plenty of time to find 'the one.' I am kind of concerned though because he has cheated on girls in the past, and he comes from a family that is pretty much murcyless, & he hung out with another girl that likes him later today! I'm just worried because he's like one of my bestfriends right now and he's special to me so I couldn't handle losing him, but I feel like he can just take advantage of me because of that. It's a situation where I have to choose to follow my heart or mind. Both pathes are pretty risky. I guess I'll just have to wait to see what happens. I miss you soo much though, and I wish you were here to give me advice,
-xoxo your sister<3
Dear Dana,
My day has been very wishy washy today, one minute it's up, next it's down. I think it's because I've basically been living a lie lately, & to be honest it's burning away at me inside. A lie will honestly be more harmful to the liar then it is to anyone else. It's getting kind of hard to live with the guilt to be honest. It's not even a big lie, but I just hate lying. Hopefully this will all blow over soon, because I can't even sleep.. I'm too uptight and I have WAY to much on my mind! It's like I'm losing myself to this deep, dark, scary place, that I created. I probably seem like I'm over excadurating.. and I probably am but I just feel kind of sad right now and I don't know why. Anyway try to tell the truth, sometimes you do have to tell a little white lie to protect yourself or your family, but don't make a habbit of it. Love you, talk to you soon <3
-xoxo your sister
My day has been very wishy washy today, one minute it's up, next it's down. I think it's because I've basically been living a lie lately, & to be honest it's burning away at me inside. A lie will honestly be more harmful to the liar then it is to anyone else. It's getting kind of hard to live with the guilt to be honest. It's not even a big lie, but I just hate lying. Hopefully this will all blow over soon, because I can't even sleep.. I'm too uptight and I have WAY to much on my mind! It's like I'm losing myself to this deep, dark, scary place, that I created. I probably seem like I'm over excadurating.. and I probably am but I just feel kind of sad right now and I don't know why. Anyway try to tell the truth, sometimes you do have to tell a little white lie to protect yourself or your family, but don't make a habbit of it. Love you, talk to you soon <3
-xoxo your sister
Dear Dana,
Today I texted him again. He said he was going to text me too, because he missed me. The deep love I had for him was mutual, while my heart was aching for him, his was aching for me, or maybe just the way I look. Sometimes I wonder about that. & that concernes me. I already do have a boyfriend as you know, but I never got over 'him.' Me and 'him' ended things about two months ago and ever since then I havn't stopped thinking about him, or stopped missing him. & you know for me that's fairly unusual to fall for a guy that hard. I even tried to get over him with other guys and I couldn't. But then I met my boyfriend and my 'him' ubsession slowely went down. That was my plan.. to contact him again when I can controle myself. Then I found out he felt the same way and my heart just dropped... I was so damn happy. However the guilt got to me, and I told 'him' we just have to be friends because I have a boyfriend and it's not right. But we can't be "just friends" we can barely hold a conversation that way! And now I don't know how I feel about 'him.' It's like all the feelings i've had for him for the last four months.. that I am only capable of having for him have vanished.. gone like the wind. I don't know what to do, if I stay with my boyfriend.. I might lose 'him' again and I'm not capable of having the kind of feelings I have for him for anyone else. But I shouldn't risk everything I have with my boyfriend and my heart and happyness for him again, should I? I'm not quite sure, well I guess I'll just have to see what happens. Love you and miss you (:
- xoxo your sister
Today I texted him again. He said he was going to text me too, because he missed me. The deep love I had for him was mutual, while my heart was aching for him, his was aching for me, or maybe just the way I look. Sometimes I wonder about that. & that concernes me. I already do have a boyfriend as you know, but I never got over 'him.' Me and 'him' ended things about two months ago and ever since then I havn't stopped thinking about him, or stopped missing him. & you know for me that's fairly unusual to fall for a guy that hard. I even tried to get over him with other guys and I couldn't. But then I met my boyfriend and my 'him' ubsession slowely went down. That was my plan.. to contact him again when I can controle myself. Then I found out he felt the same way and my heart just dropped... I was so damn happy. However the guilt got to me, and I told 'him' we just have to be friends because I have a boyfriend and it's not right. But we can't be "just friends" we can barely hold a conversation that way! And now I don't know how I feel about 'him.' It's like all the feelings i've had for him for the last four months.. that I am only capable of having for him have vanished.. gone like the wind. I don't know what to do, if I stay with my boyfriend.. I might lose 'him' again and I'm not capable of having the kind of feelings I have for him for anyone else. But I shouldn't risk everything I have with my boyfriend and my heart and happyness for him again, should I? I'm not quite sure, well I guess I'll just have to see what happens. Love you and miss you (:
- xoxo your sister
Dear Dana,
So I'm talking to 'him' right now. And I just keep getting nervous and getting butterflies. I don't know why I'm getting so emotional. i honestly havn't been this emotional in my whole life. He seems into me still, but not as much. There's so many things I want to say to him but I'm holding back because I don't want to scare him. I want to tell him I love him.. and I wonder if he feels the same way and he's just holding back too... he seemed himself at first but after I said I just wanted to be friends, he's different. Our conversations dryer and I feel him holding back, he's not as sweet. I am very confused right now, but when things like this happen sometimes it's a good idea to just take a step back and breathe. Because once again I'm having to choose beteween my heart and head. I'm trying to balance it out but it's fairly hard to do without hurting anyone. Anyway I hope your doing well, and I hope you found someone to love too.
- xoxo your sister
So I'm talking to 'him' right now. And I just keep getting nervous and getting butterflies. I don't know why I'm getting so emotional. i honestly havn't been this emotional in my whole life. He seems into me still, but not as much. There's so many things I want to say to him but I'm holding back because I don't want to scare him. I want to tell him I love him.. and I wonder if he feels the same way and he's just holding back too... he seemed himself at first but after I said I just wanted to be friends, he's different. Our conversations dryer and I feel him holding back, he's not as sweet. I am very confused right now, but when things like this happen sometimes it's a good idea to just take a step back and breathe. Because once again I'm having to choose beteween my heart and head. I'm trying to balance it out but it's fairly hard to do without hurting anyone. Anyway I hope your doing well, and I hope you found someone to love too.
- xoxo your sister
Dear Dana,
So I am hanging out with 'him' tomorrow. I feel so guilty though because what if something happens. My boyfriend is kind and he doesn't deserve that! But then again I can't resist seeing 'him.' It'll probably just be one time and I really miss him.. I've been waiting for this moment for like two months, but now that it's here I feel so guilty. And I am overexadurating, because it's not that bad but I just don't want anyone to get hurt. & it feels like everything I touche tumbles down. Well I hope your doing well, and certainly not as confused as I am :)
- xoxo your sister
So I am hanging out with 'him' tomorrow. I feel so guilty though because what if something happens. My boyfriend is kind and he doesn't deserve that! But then again I can't resist seeing 'him.' It'll probably just be one time and I really miss him.. I've been waiting for this moment for like two months, but now that it's here I feel so guilty. And I am overexadurating, because it's not that bad but I just don't want anyone to get hurt. & it feels like everything I touche tumbles down. Well I hope your doing well, and certainly not as confused as I am :)
- xoxo your sister
Dear Dana,
I don't know why but lately i've just been kind of sad. I can't shake this feeling and maybe it's because your missing from my life still. Your a part of me and your missing so I feel pretty empty inside. & Other than that things are still changing pretty fast and it can kind of get scary and I just feel lost. My stepdad and mom broke up, which means my stepbrothers gone, my cat just got put down, my bestfriend just moved to london, me and 'him' are still pretty much broken up, my friends cousin moved out of my house, i'm going to a new highschool with all new kids, things are kind of changing with boys, all my old friends that I grew up with are pretty much out of my life, & because of my age i'm changing too. Change isn't always a bad thing but it can be pretty scary. I guess also because it's summer and i'm out of routine it feels weird to. I just need to find something that makes me feel comfortable, a feeling of home. Which is pretty much my bestfriend, or you. I'm going to camp with my bestfriend in three days but i'm tired of feeling like this.. lost with no ground. I just want to go home, but I don't know where home is because as far as I know i'm in my house that i've been living in for years. But all of a sudden everything feels new and scary again. Far out of my comfort zone. All I know is that your my home.
- xoxo your sister
I don't know why but lately i've just been kind of sad. I can't shake this feeling and maybe it's because your missing from my life still. Your a part of me and your missing so I feel pretty empty inside. & Other than that things are still changing pretty fast and it can kind of get scary and I just feel lost. My stepdad and mom broke up, which means my stepbrothers gone, my cat just got put down, my bestfriend just moved to london, me and 'him' are still pretty much broken up, my friends cousin moved out of my house, i'm going to a new highschool with all new kids, things are kind of changing with boys, all my old friends that I grew up with are pretty much out of my life, & because of my age i'm changing too. Change isn't always a bad thing but it can be pretty scary. I guess also because it's summer and i'm out of routine it feels weird to. I just need to find something that makes me feel comfortable, a feeling of home. Which is pretty much my bestfriend, or you. I'm going to camp with my bestfriend in three days but i'm tired of feeling like this.. lost with no ground. I just want to go home, but I don't know where home is because as far as I know i'm in my house that i've been living in for years. But all of a sudden everything feels new and scary again. Far out of my comfort zone. All I know is that your my home.
- xoxo your sister
Dear Dana,
Today I'm seeing 'him' again and i'm kind of nervous. I've spent the last hour doing makeup and my hair and cleaning the house. I just try so much harder to impress him. I don't know if that's a good thing or a bad thing. Because it does mean I care more about what he thinks, but it also means that i'm not being as much myself around him. I'm beggining to think that what me and 'him' had wasn't as real as I thought it was. Around my boyfriend right now though I can honestly say I am completly myself, which I think is a good thing. However that fear of everyboy being just like our father is haunting me again. It stopped for a while but it's coming back now. Everytime a guy even tells me what to do, I think he's controling and convince myself that he could be just like our dad someday... so I back away. But with 'him' I don't have that fear at all. Even in my dreams, when I'm kidnapped by our father and chained down it's always 'him' that comes to save me, not my boyfriend. I guess I'm just pretty much confused about everything. But hopefully i'll find my way. I hope your finding your way though <3
- xoxo your sister
Today I'm seeing 'him' again and i'm kind of nervous. I've spent the last hour doing makeup and my hair and cleaning the house. I just try so much harder to impress him. I don't know if that's a good thing or a bad thing. Because it does mean I care more about what he thinks, but it also means that i'm not being as much myself around him. I'm beggining to think that what me and 'him' had wasn't as real as I thought it was. Around my boyfriend right now though I can honestly say I am completly myself, which I think is a good thing. However that fear of everyboy being just like our father is haunting me again. It stopped for a while but it's coming back now. Everytime a guy even tells me what to do, I think he's controling and convince myself that he could be just like our dad someday... so I back away. But with 'him' I don't have that fear at all. Even in my dreams, when I'm kidnapped by our father and chained down it's always 'him' that comes to save me, not my boyfriend. I guess I'm just pretty much confused about everything. But hopefully i'll find my way. I hope your finding your way though <3
- xoxo your sister