You think you know me, right?
You don't. Yeah I smile in the day, but what you don't
realize is that same night i'm debaiting if I want to kill
myself. How can you possibly know me, when I don't even
know myself?
so
today, I wore my ex's sweartshirt. I honestly had nothing
else to wear and forgot to give it to him when we broke-up. but,
while I was wearing it, the smell and everything brought back
memories. and, it hurts like fu/king
fu/k.