I feel like I’m gonna loose it
for all I know
is that he’ll never show
his true feelings
that keep calling
but it’s hard to hear
for I fear
that he speaks not his heart but his mind
and it’s not always kind
I wish he could see
that all I want to be is free
free from worrying
about being buried
in deep sorrows and despair
I wish that he was aware
of the feelings that I have for him
now our future’s getting dim
as he throws “us” away