funsizedmonkey

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Joined: July 6, 2011
Last Seen: 1 decade
user id: 191464
R.I.P Daddy
Always in my heart

  

About this girl
Hai my name is Erin, I'm 15 and i live with my brother and mom and stepdad and aunt. When i grow up i want to be a new york city Fire fighter, i'm already and jr fire fighter at hagerman fd, i swear its the coolest thing i've ever done and i also do it because my father passed away last summer and i want to make him proud and know that i'm doing something with my life and that i can do anything i want with him by my side at all time <3 i don't have many girl friends for some reason they all think im this horrible person whos always talking about someone.. i never really understood it because i was always the quite girl at school. the only time i was loud is when im with my friends. i have had a couple of boyfriend and one of them became my 1st love i really dont fucking care who says he couldn't have been your 1st love your 15 you don't know what love is, and no i don't know what love is but i know what its like to have someone i care about just as much as a family member and crying my heart out if something ever happened to them and knowing that i would put myself in harm just to make sure they were okay.. i have three best friends and i dont know what i would do without them.. <3 their my life , with them i don't need any guy <33 i lost my dad last summer, aug. 11 and everyone told me it would get better but it was the biggest lie they told me, it just get worst and worst, a couple of days ago i kept seeing him everywhere i went and i kept saying daddy and then he would be gone and i always feel him on me hugging me and i have dreams about him coming to my house and us just hanging out all the time.. and i pretty much had a pain attack. my brother is my best friend i tell him everything and everything even about guys :), he was always there for me and still is.. i find it better having just guy friend rather than dating them, their awesome, they can do things a boyfriend would do and you dont have to deal with the fighting and the breaking up and not talking. but no i dont hook up with them lmfao :) i'll talk to anyone and everyone i have no problem talking to you i promise i wont tell anyone anything you say.. i think they need a way were we can talk to people in chats :)
Btw, you can change the title of the box to anything you want.
  

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So My Stepdad Left My Mom the other day and all she's been doing is crying her eyes out telling me she just wants him to come back and remember that he loves her... and now were leaving to england to say goodbye to his family.. and maybe forever.. i dont know if it will ever be okay.. but i do know i hate him right now.. and just want him to come back and make my mom smile again <\3


Dear Santa,
This year for Christmas I'd like; no wait... Forget that. Get in your sleigh, go to Afghanistan, get our soldiers and bring them home. They deserve to be with their family's on Christmas.♥
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I went back and read my qoutes, And it's like a timeline of my life♥
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he can make me smile, he can make me happy, he can change my whole mood, but he can also be the one to make me cry all night



I’m happy and I can thank myself
If it were up to
you I’d be in my bed crying
But I’m happy and I know that makes you mad
After all the things you put me through
I’m finally getting
over you

 

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  Me & My Ex
Him: haha yeah,  i want to join the navy and be a surgeon
Me: oh don't die please? i asked nicely
Him: haha im not going to be fighting
Me: You couldnt have just said "yes erin i wont die " but noo you had to go all im not fighting blah blah blah !
Him: haha ill try xD
Me: ohh so now it's not even a postive yes?!
Him : what do you want me to say ? xD
Me: That you arent going to die damnit ! say it with me i wont die.. gosh robert!
Him: did you really just call me robert? okay well nicole i wont die there happy ?
Me: haha yes i did :) and goood !
Him: aha i missed talking to you..
Me: lol me two

 

                   

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He Makes Me Laugh♥
Him: Im Hungry
Me: I Just Had A Sammie
Him: Go Make Me One Right NOW!
Me: psh maybe if you reword that right now, we'll talk
Him: beautiful litte muffin :p make me a sammich please :)


His So Silly i love it ♥