war is over*

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i can't hide it anymore.
i am insecure. i overthink. things bother me. i am not the cool girl. i am not the girl who can just laugh it off and smile it away. i am not the low maintenenance, laid back chick where everything stays "casual". i am not the girl who doesn't need reassurance every once in a while that she's good enough because the thought that maybe she isn't never crosses her mind. sometimes things are hard with me. sometimes i have doubts. sometimes i get upset, i get jealous, i cry, i throw fits. sometimes i have desires. sometimes i have emotions. that doesn't make me crazy. sometimes i'm human. just because i can be difficult sometimes does not mean that i am not worth it.

sometimes i wish i was a boy. even if i had to be one of those 'nice guys' who never really got the girl. Even if they finish last, they still finish. because as a boy, you don't always have to be six feet tall and muscular to be the guy of a girl's dreams. in most cases, you only have to make her laugh and treat her well.

us girls have to have everything. perfect boobs, perfect cleavage, perfect butt, skinny waist, silky flowing hair that guys can run their grimy fingers through, perfect skin, a face that looks good with and without makeup. and yet at the same time we have to be "not like other girls". ANd girls like me who don't fit this criteria, who know there are better looking girls out there, who see these girls at school, on their instagram feeds, with their perfect faces and perfect bodies and the 20+ comments on their pictures and the fact that your crush has liked some of those pictures, we know that you like that and the fact that we don't look that way makes us feel that you are settling for less -- less meaning us. you tell me that my body is fine the way it is but we both know based on the girls you think are "perfect" that if you could Mess with theirs over mine, you would.

As a boy, i could look at beautiful girls and fantasize about them and wish i could get with them even if i never could. i would rather have that than look at bodies and faces that i could never own no matter how hard i tried to live up to it. As a male you have a high chance of winning eventually if you haven't yet, no matter what your background or physique. but from the male perspective, girls must be perfect. And if not, thats when guys think about flatter stomachs and curvier hips instead of yours and pick you apart with their loser guy friends and try to find every flaw when you do something wrong or you two break up.

i know there are men out there who are not like this. i know there are women out there who aren't insecure about this stuff. but from my experience, it is rare.

               i'd be his,

  if he asKeD
i can't remember the last time a guy called me beautiful. not hot, not sᶒxy, not cute, not pretty--but beautiful.
and i hope that you say you care

but whatever
happens, i'll
be okay.
i asked god to take you out of my life if you weren't going to bring me more happiness than pain. And he immediately took you away. and yet i still wasn't satisfied because i wanted to be the one who called the shots, I wanted to be the one who ended things. I just wanted you to stay until someone better came along...how selfish of me.
Gimme one more night
One last goodbye
Let’s do it one last time Let’s do it one last time One more time?

"I love my country, sometimes even more than it loves me."
Dear Mr. President Elect,

I am just a small town country girl that you have never heard of and whose voice you will never hear. You will probably never see this. It probably won't be shared enough or even at all. It may as well be gone as soon as I hit publish. 

All of that said, I am going to use my small voice to tell you what I think and feel, what I hope comes of this. 

I hope you prove me wrong. I hope you do make America great again as you say you will. America needs saving. 

I hope you close the great divide that we have suffered due to the hatred and r.ácism, that you yourself are guilty of portraying to this once great nation.

I am terrified, because you placed a man who legalized discrimination in his state a heartbeat from the office you just won. I pray for our LGBT community who's rights are being endangered because of who they love. They deserve to love as fiercely as anyone. Please help them in through this battle they so deserve to win.

I want you to prove to me that you are not the man you appear to be. You are the man that is the leader of all things hate in this country. The r.ácists, the bigots, and the bullies. 

I fear for my rights as a(n African American) woman. You have so clearly shown nothing but blatant disregard and disrespect while promoting rápe culture in this Nation. I am an asset to this country, as are all of our strong willed women. 

You are not the type of person that I would have ever imagined becoming a president. 

Frankly you are a far cry from the role model I thought I would call a president when explaining to my children who to look up to. I'm begging for you to prove me wrong. 

I fear what you can do in just four minutes. I fear for our military families. They never know what wars they may be thrown into because a world leader baits you in a tweet.

I fear for our recovering economy, that was doing well under a great man.

In short, you have some big shoes to fill Mr. President Elect. I have mounds of fears and concerns where you are involved in America's well-being. 

I honestly think America made a mistake by choosing you. 

I will pray for you, like every good American should. I pray you show me that you can be a man that we as Americans can be proud of. Mostly I pray you prove me wrong.

A small town country girl.

closure won't come from them,

 it will come from you.