ChaoticBeautyxo*
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Nobody should ever have to be that strong.
Joined: May 12, 2011
Last Seen: 4 years
Birthday: February 21
user id: 173517
Location: Rhode Island
Gender: F
Joined: May 12, 2011
Last Seen: 4 years
Birthday: February 21
user id: 173517
Location: Rhode Island
Gender: F
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My name is Michaela.
I AM A PRE-K TEACHER.
I am twenty-three.
I joined Whitty when I was 15.
I HAVE BIPOLAR II DISORDER
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I was recently diagnosed with Bipolar
Disorder
I originally went to see the
doctor for anxiety.
I was completly unaware I had Bipolar II Disorder.
Sure, I was always severely depressed, but I had my happy weeks
too.
I never realized my behavior was abnormal.
But today I while looking through all my witty posts
from 2011 to the last time
I posted in 2013, I realized just how bad off I was.
Bipolar Dossorder is
real. Do not be ashamed. Do not ignore it.
Get help.
It's Friday night
I am in the mood to draw
Comment something for me to draw and I will post a picture of it to your profile
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I am in the mood to draw
Comment something for me to draw and I will post a picture of it to your profile
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TELL ME WHAT TO DRAW
I will draw it for you and then post a link of the picture to your profile.
It's Friday night people, I don't want to sleep yet. ;)
I will draw it for you and then post a link of the picture to your profile.
It's Friday night people, I don't want to sleep yet. ;)
That moment when I realize that I grew too old for Witty... I
never thought that day would come.
I need to start writing again.
Help me out with a topic?
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Help me out with a topic?
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Yesterday
I was debating suicide
Today
I donated blood that will save up to three lives
I was debating suicide
Today
I donated blood that will save up to three lives
Comment
on this quote a link to a picture
you would like edited and
your email.
I am feeling creative.
I am feeling creative.
Why Me?
- EPILOGUE -
Every morning I wake up to alarm blairing in my ear, signaling me
to another routine-oriented day. I roll out of bed and make my
way to the bathroom, stumbling occasionally over yesterday's
outfit and a lone shoe. I step into the shower almost slipping,
but I catch myself and wake up almost immediately. Standing there
I feel the warm stream of water trickling down my imperfect body.
I look down at boobs too small, a stomach too large, and thighs
that should not be so close together. I quickly look away. I
cannot get negative thoughts in my head. I do not want go through
it all again. With my eyes closed I pour shampoo on my hair and
let the suds take over my hands. The shower used to be my
favorite place to think. Now it was a death-hole. One wrong
thought could lead to another wrong year. I finish my shower
quickly and place my feet on the fluffy rug, looking at
myself in the fog covered mirror. I throw a towel around myself
so that I can hide all of my all-too-many imperfections.
Traveling back into my room I dry my long multi-colored hair and
let it fall into natural waves. I apply heavy makeup to hide my
face and head to my closet to find an outfit that hides all my
bad areas. Leggings and an owl sweatshirt do the trick. I add
some cute heals with it to accentuate my butt, which is my only
good feature. I top off the outfit with some cute jewerlly and
grab my
purse. (http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=78873645). Out
to door again and into my car to drive to the worst place in the
world-- Hell… I mean, school.
I
need help.