gillybean9687

How do I put the past in the past when I don't see a future?

You said that you didn't change? HA well why don't you look in the mirror and realized that you have. 

High school should have a required class for guys on how to treat girls right.

Expectaions should just stop being set, because in the end, it is just a major let down. So without expecations or hope, there will be no regret, no sadness, no emotion, just memories that once were, and that will no longer be.

Just one text from him can turn a frown upside down.

And the memories just come flowing back...

The bottom line is, I miss you

...And after everything we have been through, you chose her.

  How could you do that to someone you used to like? To someone you were going to take to prom? To someone you have known since you were in diapers? To someone who drops everything when you call or say you need something? To someone who trusted you with so much? To someone who used to like you back? To someone let you in, when you know how hard it is for me to let someone in? How could you say what you said? How could you tell me that so many people hate me? How can you sit there and blatantly tell me how much I am hated by so many people? How could you say all of that being completely serious and staring right into my eyes? Out of all the days, you chose today to lash out. All because I did not want to talk about what happened with him. You should have known that I would tell you anyway. Just not then. How could you just sit there knowing how badly you hurt me. Knowing everything I have gone through. My only regret, trusting you.

GRRRRRRRRRRR