gino24

Its been about 2 months of staying strong. Its been 2 months of peer hell, ive been holding on for my life. Im alone in such a big f*cken world. How can that be? To tell you the truth i never thought i would cut my skin, I really never thought i wouldnt want to eat. And you are sitting here telling me i dont care about you? And how im being a total f*cken idiot for doing this. You really have never understood have you? I cut only to know im alive because all people have showed me in this world is how much its a f*cken nightmare. I dont see anyone by my side taking these blades away or telling me that im better then them. I dont see anyone physically by my side... Being alone lets me be by myself and being by myself is horrible because i hate myself.. Im hurt and at this very moment, guess what? Im still alone.

i told this to my guy friend that said, "you dont care about anyone but yourself, if you cut im gone... "

 

in the end i tore my skin

for being who i am within

in the end it was all for you

the cuts, the burns, the bleeding too

in the end i screamed and cried

as what we had so quickly died

in the end i made it hurt

sirens, friends on red alert

in the end i painted this

a picture, living, razor’s kiss

in the end it was for me

in blood and tears i paid the fee

in the end it’s you that wins

because this is where it all begin

I'm fighting to make the mirror happy.


 

Your skin is not paper, dont cut it.
Your face isnt a mask, dont hide it.
Your size isnt a book, dont judge it.
Your life isnt a flim, dont end it.

 

Here's to the kids that cry themselves
to sleep, swallow their words,
and have scars under there sleeves.

 

When...#1
all u want to do is cry.

 All of these are mine. I write one down everyday. I have over 300 and kinda wanna share. (This is my story in a couple words)....

Comment or Fav if i should do a series.
 

Favorite this if u have ever selfharmed.

-your never alone in this world.

I'm a winner
at a losing game..

 

 just because she comes off strong,
doesn't mean she didn't fall asleep crying.
and even though she acts like nothing's wrong,
maybe she's just really good at lying.