givemeink

We're all still the same, dear
I have owned this life forever
I'll always remain
If it's just the same, dear
Why have you left before forever
Yet returned again
If you show me heaven
I will meet you there

Now look down
From these great heights
Soaring pristine and private
Through the storm
We will cut right
Across the skyline
Celebrate, conjoin with this storm
And radiate
We international wraiths
With hearts we’ve stolen
Flee but can’t keep
A thing that is golden

It's funny
That you should say that
Because
Every word
Every promise
Every vow
Has been uttered
And broken
Time and time again.

You lied.


Again.

So help me god
If what I foresee becomes true
I will do everything in my power
To cause the destruction 
Necessary to cause
A fallout

Remorse isn't in my nature
It never has been
I would say I'm sorry
Sorry for the hurt
Sorry for the deception
Sorry for destroying you
But I can't
Because I'm not

My name is St. Jimmy
I'm a son of a gun
I'm the one that's from
The way outside
A teenaged assassin
Executing some fun in
The cult of the life of crime
I really hate to say it but
I told you so
So shut your mouth 
Before I shoot you down, ol' boy
Welcome to the club
And give me some blood
I'm the resident leader 
Of the lost and found
It's comedy
And tragedy
It's St. Jimmy
And that's my name.
Don't wear it out.

As waves of plastic fame
Go out of fashion
You're going out
Forever unknown

I watched you glide out the door
With poise I'd not seen before
I saw you shine
I collapsed to the floor
It promised it'd miss me more
And said
"True love is mine"
I missed you
Did you miss me?
Slowly, it's consuming me
Deliberate and deep
I can't take this deeper panic
Teach me
Teach me how you sleep so sweetly
I haven't left here for days 
My panic keeps me awake
As he unwinds
Inside
He told me I should have known
That he'd hated the way I'd grown
To love self lies
She lied
Do you miss her
Like I missed you?
Slowly, I swallowed your fears
For all of those years
How could you let them consume me?
Teach me
Teach me not to dream deeply

I got two letters from you
Last words of the runaway
Your love was written so true
And now I can't speak your name
I faced destruction and you
Just killed me and walked away
I gave my heart to the cruel
Now it will not beat again
I hope you do
I hope you suffer
I hope you do
Just like I suffered
No one will ever know you
Deny the last one who cares
Intoxicate with the new
Pretend I'm no longer here
I opened my heart to you
You lied just to reach inside
Now with the faith you've removed
Our hope for forgiveness dies
I hope you do
I hope you suffer
I hope you do
Just like I suffered
I've seen my darkest days
You gave each one to me
You have been lost for days
May you find my darkness
I hope you do
I hope you suffer
I hope you do
Just like I scuking suffered