givemestrength

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Joined: August 15, 2011
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.:.Alexx.:.17.:.NY.:.
.:.Dreamer.:.Sarcastic.:.Singer.:.
.:.Insecure.:.Depressed.:.Lonely.:.Scared.:.
.:.Listener.:.Writer.:.Reader.:.Forgiving.:.Selfish.:.Broken.:.
.:.Demi.Lovato.:.All.Time.Low.:.Paradise.Fears.:.The.Wonder.Years.:.

STAY STRONG

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30 DAY CHALLENGE
Day 1- 15 facts about you
Day 2- the initials of the person you loved for the longest.
Day 3- your closest friends to you
Day 4- the thing you most fear
Day 5- the saddest moment in your life
Day 6- favorite sport(s)
Day 7- favorite song(s)
Day 8- your deepest secret
Day 9- first impression on the guy you like now
Day 10- last time you cried
Day 11- thing closest to your heart
Day 12- when you hear this song you cry
Day 13- place wanna visit really badly
Day 14- favorite book
Day 15- favorite animal
Day 16- favorite show
Day 17- last time someone hurt you
Day 18- the story behind your life
Day 19- person who scares you the most
Day 20- last major injury
Day 21- favorite youtube video
Day 22- phone type
Day 23- biggest confection
Day 24- last break up
Day 25- last heart break
Day 26- the day you regret the most
Day 27- first friend
Day 28- favorite drink
Day 29- a letter to someone in your family
Day 30- a letter to a friend
 
DAY 1
1. I'm seventeen
2. I sing
3. I'm five feet tall
4. I have green eyes
5. I live with my boyfriend
6. I am attending community college, but in the winter will be attending beauty school.
7. I have extreme issues with my family (older sister)
8. I've thought about committing suicide.
9. I'm in therapy.
10. I lost a lot of friends last year.
11. I'm drifting from my only friend.
12. My favorite month is December
13. My favorite stone is sapphire
14. My favorite song (right now) is Lovely by Sara Haze
15. The one thing I want in life is a happy, loving, close family of my own (husband, kids etc.)
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The Favorites Quiz
1. Favorite Color?
red
 
2.Favorite Animal?
fox
 
3.Favorite Song?
 today it's My Love's Like A Star- Demi Lovato.

4.Favorite Band/Singer?
  Demi Lovato, The Wonder Years, All Time Low

5.Favorite Album?
Unbroken by Demi Lovato, The Upsides by The Wonder Years, Put Up or Shut Up by All Time Low

6.Favorite Movie?
What's Eating Gilbert Grape. and the Harry Potter movies.

7.Favorite T.V. Show?
Friends <3
 
8.Favorite Actor?
Leonardo Decaprio and Johnny Depp
 
9.Favorite Actress?
 Jennifer Aniston

10.Favorite Website?
Youtube

11.Favorite Food?
Macarroni
 
12.Favorite Drink?
  orange soda

13. Favorite Ice Cream Flavor?
 chocolate

14.Favorite Pizza Topping?
 ..ewe..

15.Amusement Park Ride?
 Nitro. and El Toro 

16.Favorite Smell?
 french vanilla 

17.Sound?
 piano

18.Sight?
an empty/abandoned snow-covered lane.

19.Feeling(physical)?
someone playing with my hair.

20.Flower?
yellow roses
 
21.Weather?
snow

22.Favorite Feeling(emotional)?
 being wanted

23.Name?
Shayna, Peyton, Jasey, Jace

24.Class?
english

25.Place?
beach 

26.Activity?
...sleep... lol

27.Favorite Author?
J.K. Rowling

28.Book?
the Harry Potter series, Hunger Games trilogy, more..so many more

 29.Artist?
 I dont know  any

30.Bug?
butterfly
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And for the first time in almost 2 months 
I want to cut myself.

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If you're going to walk out of my life without a reason,
 
don't you dare try to come back with an excuse.
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.f.o.r.g.i.v.e.n.e.s.s.

is such a simple word, but it's so hard to do
when you've been hurt. 
 

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& i think 

it's right this time♥

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love


keeping up an image
can be tiring...

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June 26
 

The day my two friends and I are seeing Demi Lovato in concert.

Four days after we graduate high school, i'll be seeing the one person who got me

through the last four years;


the one person who has given me strength.












 

 
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life was your choice,

and death was mine.
 

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i'm sick of feeling like this.
i'm sick of hating myself
and depending on someone else to make me feel good about myself.
i hate relying on other people for my happiness,
but i have no idea how to be okay on my own.
i wish it would stop.
i'm so exhausted and drained.
i'm done living.

 
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