glambertluvr4

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Hello there my fellow wittiers :)


my name is michelle...im 14 years old, im in 9th grade, i live in NC :)

i have no good pics of me soooo my pic is of adam lambert because i love him<3

i have amazing friends (SolisEtLuna, ay_baybay, wellthisisawkward, livlafluv4, and andy (happy now? :) )


i love gymnastics, dance, reading, writing, and i like singing but i suck at it.

I LOVE ADAM MITCHEL LAMBERT, TOMMY JOE RATLIFF, AND JAMES WILLIAM DURBIN SO MUCH<33333

people call me emo and goth...but im not really...i just have a depressing life

favorite music : Adam Lambert, Taylor Swift, Black Veil Brides, Avenged Sevenfold, Disturbed, The Ready Set,  Evanescance, Hollywood Undead, Hinder, Nickelback, Breaking Benjamin, Owl City, Katy Perry, Fall Out Boy, Jimmy Eat World, Eminem, Paramore, Lifehouse,  3 Doors Down, Blink 182, Three Days Grace, Boys Like Girls, Avril Lavigne, The Fray, Maroon 5, Panic at the Disco, um NOT justin bieber...his name doesnt even deserve to be capatalized, and last but not least, Linkin Park. :) um also if you hadnt noticed, ill basically listen to ANYTHING :)

random paragraph about me :)
im not really a shy person but im not exactly outgoing. I hate my smile and even tho people say im pretty, I dont believe them.  I have a very depressing past...which i dont feel like talking about.  I dont generally hate people unless you do something really bad. I currently hate only 1 person :)  I am 5'2 *yes, im aware im short* and I guess I have a good personality.  I'm a little boring at times tho.  I fail at math :) Reynolds High School is the school I go to...go class of 2015! (if we r still alive)  I guess u could say im a pessimist but only in some things. I overthink literally EVERYTHING. There are only a few select people who can ever cheer me up and I don't really trust or open up to many people unless they are willing to listen.  I am currently single and not really looking for a boyfriend. Not for a while. If you took the time to read all of this, i love you.  It means someone cares. Send me a message or email or something. love you guys! :) :)


so ya...im friendly :) if you want to know anything else just ask :) my email is 444.michelle@gmail.com and my tumblr is  wannascreamoutnomorehiding.tumblr.com :)


 

Quotes by glambertluvr4

(2 letters again today)
Day 25 - The Person You Know That Is Going Through The Worst Of Times
Day 26 - The Last Person You Made A Pinky Promise Too

Dear Person,
     Okay, time for letter number like 7 or something about you. I don't know, I've lost track. Anyways, um, I know you're having a tough time with everything. You have had trouble for at least the past year and I'm sorry for that. I'm sorry for making it worse. But things will get better, you will move on, and everything will be fine, trust me. I don't know that from personal experience but it's what everyone keeps telling me.

Dear Unknown,
     I don't know the last time I made a pinky promise...

                                                                                                                 Love,
                                                                                                                         me

Day 21 - Someone You Judged By Their First Impression

Dear Sam,
     I judged you as the weird boy who was a year younger than me who skates and who everyone thought was really annoying. I just listened to what everyone told me about you and believed them when I first met you. Now that I actually know you and have talked to you, I'm really upset with myself that I ever judged you like that. I try not to judge people but sometimes it just happens.
     I never knew about your family until the missions trip. I'm really glad we talked then. You probably only see me as the older girl who goes to your church who has similar family problems, but that's okay. At least I kinda know the real you now.
     We have things in common and we could be great friends instead of just acquaintances at church. And I may possibly even like you as more than a friend now but I don't know. And you have a gf anyways so it doesn't even matter.
     So anyways, I'm sorry I judged you when I first met you. You are not annoying at all, you are very easy to talk to, and your skating is very cool when you actually land something :)

                                                                                         Love,
                                                                                             me

                                                                                                                                              
Day 20 - The One That Broke Your Heart The Hardest

Dear Harrison,
     We only dated for 2 months and it was in 6th grade and it wasn't even really a real relationship. But when you dumped me, it destroyed me. I was depressed for almost an entire year. You literally changed me. That year after you dumped me is when I started considering cutting and suicide and all of that. All of my friends would ask what was wrong and I'd just pretend to be happy most of the time. I still do that.
     361 days after you dumped me, I got a new boyfriend. That took my mind off of you a little. But I still had those thoughts and feelings of self-harm sometimes because of what you did to me. Everyone I know thinks my new boyfriend (now my ex) caused this depressed version of myself and changed me so they all hate him. But it was you. He only made me happy and I had to ruin that relationship because I can't handle my own happiness. I ruin everything good I have in my life and make a big deal out of the little sad things. Thanks to you. And my mom but that is a different story.
     So thanks for making me depressed. Thanks for having everyone hate me and my current (ex) bf because of something you did. I guess I'm stronger now but I don't really know. I don't really care. 

                                                                                                                           Love,
                                                                                                                             me

Day 19 - Someone That Pesters Your Mind

Dear Ex-Bf,
    Wow, I think this is like the 4th letter I've written about you. Which just proves how much you 'pester' my mind. It's not really a bad thing...but it's not exactly a good thing either.
    Recently, the thing about you tht has been on my mind is that you think I'm completely over you when you are not even close to being over me and it's upsetting you. You think you weren't as special to me as I was to you. But you don't know that. You can't just assume that you know my feelings, especially when you have refused to talk to me for the past 2 weeks. This is hard for me too. I'm only not talking to you because you asked me not to. Otherwise, I'd be talking to you all day everyday like we used to.
     Don't assume I'm over you when you don't even want me talking to you. Because maybe I'm not. Maybe I really really want to be but I can't because there is just something special about you. And maybe I really should be over you and maybe you should reallly be over me too because that's just what's best for both of us. We are hanging on to nothing, we both know that. You told me that yourself. Maybe we should just forget about each other completely....

                                                                                                                          Love,
                                                                                                                           michelle

Day 18 - The Person You Wish You Could Be

Dear Who I Wish I Was,
     I wish that I would be able to not hurt people, no matter what. I wish that I was prettier and thinner just all-around better looking. I wish that I wasn't so much like my mom. I wish that I wasn't so afraid to open up to people. I wish that I wouldn't be depressed all the time. I wish that I had a sense that tell me which boys will break my heart before I get to know them. I wish that I was allowed to voice my own opinion in my own home instead of being told it is wrong. I wish I could listen to music I love instead of being forced to listen to crap my family likes. I wish that I wouldn't be completely terrified of my future. I wish that I wouldn't screw up the good things in my life like I do now. I wish I were an only child. I wish that I had some kind of talent like singing or drawing or something. I wish I could talk to people. I wish I wasn't insecure. All in all, I wish to not be anything like myself.

                                                                                                Love,
                                                                                                     me

Day 17 - Someone From Your Childhood,

Dear Lexie,
     Ahh, so many good memories I could write about. We were best friends from k-4 through 2nd grade until I had to move schools. But then we found each other on facebook and got phones so we still talk. I remember everything from summer camp. Making forts out of mats, me constantly doing cartwheels, us just talking about everything. Remember our lip gloss thing? And when Mrs. Carolyn told us our lips were gonna blow up from putting so much on? We actually believed her. And then there was Gary<3
     I don't know if you remember this, but I remember going in the back room and trying to write in my journal and just crying while you talked to me and cheered me up. We told each other all of our secrets. We survived crazy 7 years olds at summer camp when I was on my "ketchup" ;) Haha i miss you. We need to hang out verrry soon. Love youu<3

                                                                                                                                     Love,
                                                                                                                                            me

Day 16 - Someone That's Not In Your State/Country

Dear Person I Also Wrote About Yesterday,
     You are currently in VA :( and I miss you sooo much already. COME BACK!! pleaseeeee??! for me? :) Haha just kidding, I know you have to go live there...but it is so sad! *sniff* Well I can't wait until you come for visits! And we can still obsess over babyboy on ooVoo and phone and facebook. It won't be that bad but it just won't be the same as when we are together. Sighh...anywayss i love youu!! :)

                                                                                                                         Love,
                                                                                                                              me :)



(again, i gotta do two today) :)
Day 14 - Someone You've Drifted Away From.
Day 15 - The Person You Miss The Most.

Dear Person I've Drifted Away From,
     Haha I kinda hate you now. You're annoying and you need to stop asking me out. We used to be best friends but middle school changed you a lot and the changes weren't good. You're just really immature and I don't like talking to you anymore.


Dear The Person You Miss The Most
     Okay, I know i just saw you 10 minutes ago but you are moving to Virginia tomorrow! I miss you so much already. It's so sad...sadface :( I still can't believe you are actually moving. I hope we stay in touch and stay best friends! I love youuuuu <3


                                                                                                          Love,
                                                                                                               me

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