glassygirl189

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Rebecca <3
Hey there(: I'm Rebecca. I'm just a sophomore, striving to make a difference in this crazy world we live in. Life has definatly had its ups and downs, but through it all, God has remained number one in my life. Its by his grace alone that I am saved and forgiven. He loves you, and he wants you to love him too. Listening is something i do well. If you ever need anything, feel free to drop by and leave me a message. I can be a listener, advice giver, or just a friend. I'm here for you, whatever it is you need. I've spent the past three years of my life madly in love with a guy who fell for someone else. We eventually dated for a month, but he confessed to me that he still had feelings for the other girl, who happens to be one of my close friends. That crushed me. Everyday, I pray that i will get another chance to be with him. I love him, and I never want to be with anyone but him. The other girl has no feelings for him, but he just doesnt see it. Through all this, me and him have gotten to the point where we have become best friends. And for now, I guess thats all we're going to be. God has a plan for me and my life, and I trust him. I like to write, sing, give advice, shop, eat, hang out with friends, listen to music, and sleep. My favorite styles of music are Contemporary Christian and Christian rap.
And that, is me. (:

Jeremiah 29:11
For i know the plans I have for you,Saith the Lord, plans to prosper you, and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. 



 

Quotes by glassygirl189

God turns broken pieces into
masterpieces




What am I suppose to do when the best part of me was always you?
 
Hurt.
What happens when you realize the truth? That the person you thought would make your life so much better, ends up breaking you in the end.
Regret. 
Wishing previous events had never happened, because the pain is just to much to bare. You wish that you could turn back time, back to when you were most happy. 
Trust.
Broken trust. The one who said they would never leave, left. The one you trusted with your life, killed you inside. It's not the physical pain that hurts the most, it's the emotional sorrow that keeps you captive. 
Sickening.
When you watch the one you love, love someone else. You wish you could just turn their feelings back around, but you're torn because all you want is for the other person to be happy. Even if it means sacrificing your own.
Time.
Time will heal all wounds? True. But wounds leave scars. Scars that will never go away. Time is infinite.
Memories.
The vivid images of me and you. Things that were once a reality, but can no longer be. They haunt you in your dreams, keep you up at night, as you lie there, wishing you could relive them all again. 
Suffocation. 
When you feel the walls closing in. Every word is like a blow to the chest. Yet you stay. You forgive. But you never forget.
Words.
The words that hurt the most, are the ones from the people who mean the most. Each word is like a time bomb. And You sit there, ready to explode.  They don't understand the things they say, but does that really make it all okay?
The end.
When you've completely given up hope. You're at the point of no return. You're alone in your own mind, and that thought alone scares you. Don't get to this stage, it's the one that scars you the most, it's here you feel the numbness of feelings, because you've already cried as much possibly can.

Guys,
Before you hurt a girl,
think about how your mom would feel
if your dad did what you're doing.



Days will come when you don't have the strength
and all you hear is your not worth anything
Wondering if you ever could be loved
Cause if they truly saw your heart they'd see too much

You're beautiful.
Guess who got her first boyfriend today?  


 

  After 2 years of wanting, praying, and wishing he would feel the same way, my best friend finally

Likes me back
<3
 


" I wish I had extra finger, then I could grab more cheese balls! "

-Honey Boo Boo 



She's pulling down her long sleeves,
to hide the memories that scars leave.
She says:
"Maybe making me bleed, will be the answer that could wash the slate clean."



When She Cries; Britt Nicole
People at my school: Yo yo yo whaddup my homies! swag YOLO swag
Me: Excuse me? Sir gangster? pull up your pants. You look like a hobo.