go_with_the_flow19

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Joined: August 19, 2012
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Birthday: August 24
user id: 326111
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Hey everyone! I don't want to bore you so I'll keep it sweet and short unlike me:)
My name is Alli. I'm 14 years old.
I play volleyball and softball.
If you want to know more just ask:)
Sometimes more awkward than you'd think.

Quotes by go_with_the_flow19

I know the people who say "I hate my town, I want to leave". I can't tell you how many times I've said that but my friend and I have already decided that after college we are moving. To anywhere! We actually like were we live, its the people here who bother us. Maybe whats just how I feel about my town but.. I mean even if we only move up or down a state it'll be a change worth making as long as I can finally feel better about myself and no longer be surrounded by people who have bullied me, made fun of me, and people who just woke up one day and decided we werent ever going to talk again even though I helped them through everything.
Me: Sometimes I want to die.

Therapist: Are you feeling suicidal?

Me: Not actively, but if something bad were to happen to me, I wouldnt necessarily be upset about it either.

Therapist: Please explain.

Me: I don't think I have the courage to actually go through with committing suicide, but if I were to be walking across the road and a car was coming straight for me I'm not sure I would get out of the way.



**Not mine.. found it on tumblr but this is exactly how I feel.. :/
Emblem3 is NOT a boy band
and is NOT comparable to
One Direction
EMBLEM3
Such Perfectionn<3

I love you Wes, Drew, and Keaton.. and your gauges.


Like ships in the night You keep passing me by
We're just wasting time Trying to prove who's right
And if it all goes crashing into the sea If it's just you and me trying to find the light
Like ships in the night You're passing me by
You're passing me by Like ships in the night

And I'm at the airport waiting on a second plane Had to pack and you had cramps and I was late
Headed to a red carpet they won't know my name
Riding in silence all that we wanna say

About to board when you call on the phone
You say "I'm sorry. I'll be waiting at home"
Feels like we're learning this out on our own Trying to find a way down the road we don't know

Mat Kearney - Ships in the Night


 
We relate to each other so well, I've only known him for four months now but I can't imagine my life without him. He makes it so easy to talk about the silly things or the most serious ones like my family. He tells me things and how it makes him feel weak, but in my eyes it just makes him look stronger. He knows how to make me laugh, how to make me cry. I'm surprised I haven't cried in front of him, although I don't want to he's good at making me spill my feelings, which I can't even do my other friends. He makes life easier.. He doesn't judge me for who I was or who I am now.. and I wouldn't dare do that to him either. He knows we're bestfriends. I swear sometimes he can't say it enough but I'm glad he reminds me every so often, not that I could ever forget. When we text and call each other it doesn't feel like we're bothering each other. I don't know what it feels like.. I just know know we care about each other and we're always there for each other.. & when we talk in person, it's so smooth and things just flow out of me.. our friendship sometimes feels like more than a friendship.. our hugs are so strong, when he slaps my a.ss its out of playfulness, our goodbyes are quiet because we don't want to say it. I know this doesn't seem like your fairytale but, its definitely mine... :)
Okay..
So to those of you who are telling me off about the quote I posted about different music.
It's just based off of people I know in my school.
I'm obviosly not talking about every single one of the wittiers.
Okay? So can we please stop making such a big deal about this.
I listen to music most girls my age wouldnt listen to...

For example: The Strokes
The Black Keys
The White Stripes
Alex Clare
The Postal Service
Phoenix
Coldplay
Florence + The Machine

...while most of you are obsessed with Justin Bieber & One Direction...


What is happiness and how do I find it?

 
Does anyone on here like Linkin Park?

Haha guess not..