Colette*

I honestly don't know how to feel anymore. Honestly I think it would be better if I didn't care at all.

I can't take living here anymore 😒😥😞

I just thought for once you would be happy for me.

I honestly couldn't ask for more in life right now. I am completely happy with my plans for the future and everything going on in my life at the moment. I have amazing friends and a great boyfriend and i just live life. This is the happiest I have been in a long time. Finally.

sometimes I really need to stop getting my hopes up about plans I make with people because half the time they get cancelled or forgotten about.

I find it hilarious that my boyfriend's family all call me guppie just because his little sister calls me that.

Sometimes I question myself.... a lot.

At one point, I had it all figured out. I knew exactly what I wanted to do with life. But now, now I'm not so sure. Even just over the first half of this school year, I have changed. I am not who I once was and I'm okay with that. people change, it's inevitable.

christmas was pretty good for a while at least.

when you see me you say you see someone who is "smart beautiful and very funny and intreresting" but when i look at myself all i see is not good enough, awkward, boring, and annoying.