Shelbie!*

Today is today just like any other day it will most likely be forgotten. Tomorrow is a new day so tomorrow is the day I wont have to remember today. Tomorrow is the day we start over.

No longer here to roam through my own pain. Only here to roam for a reason to stay alive with courage to face the future~

Do you seriously think I care about you? No, actually care is an understament. I love you. So, i care beyond the meaning of care.

You are everything and anything except unperfect to me.

I don't want to see you leave. I can't see you leave. I won't be able to bare it. It will tear my insides apart. You are what makes me whole and if you leave I lose a half of me and without that half I will be lost. So in all honestly I am lost without you.

Ok, it's there. It's lasting. It never fades away. It's that nagging sense of hope. It's the hope of being seen, noticed. It's like a fist to the face, a stab to the heart. It's everlasting. It's pleeding. It's noticed. It's not harmful but it hurts. It's not a beauty but rather a beast. A beast full of pity and anger. It's no calm wave inside me. It's a wave thrashing against my insides. It's like a captured bird trying to be set free. It's a feeling never to be set free unless you finally notice me.....

Day by day you see that one less lonely girl. I will be the last one less lonely girl but I am willing to wait till then. It just saves the best guy for last:)

I sit and watch the stars and wait for that one moment when a star shoots across the sky. It is those moments that bring true happiness. I never wait for the stars that fall from the sky for those are the depressing moments.

People say chances are......and then something sad and depressing that will probably happen........
I say the chances will be...... and then what will probably happen that is good and happy.

I like to stay positive.

It is challenging, that road ahead... Its rough and full of pure imperfection... It has cracks and it has bumps... Its laced with trash and dirt.. It may be slippery or wet... but no road like this can't go without travel because as long as you travel slow and avoid the dangerous obstacles you will always make it through...As long as your mind is set to make it till the end. This road you travel on is exactly what life is like so go and ride through life with making your mind set on one goal... "I will TRY and make it till the end with all my strength and all my power for nothing can stand in my way!"