im not crying cuz of my aunt. i dont think about her, cuz shes out of my life forever. the reason why is cuz of the guy i know it sounds crazy and weird. but idkk...its hard to explain ,..
i havent cut since the cruise..and that was at the beginig of the month. so im proud of my self right now. and i barely do it. that was my frst time im months. but idkk. and im trying to stay strong..but its not easy. wen u cry pretty much every night..
and i ment this guy,
normally i have problems meeting people.
but he came up to me and we started talking and hanging.
and the best part about about meeting him was. he's everything i look for in a guy.
and then the 2nd to last night i walked into my room and my aunt was there and she started
flipping at me, saying im the worst person in the world, i ruined her vacation, she never wants to see me.
ext. and then she said i cant leave the room the last say of the cruise. so that means i cant say bye to him (Dakota). so now i can never talk to him again, thanks to my aunt. all i want to do is say goodbye to him and give him my number or something. but no of course not. ive been crying for 3 days straight. for was my aunt said. and for not saying goodbye, i do feel like i am the worst person in the world now .
and thanks to her for saying all of that t im cutting agian and suicidal agian. thanks alot.
love you too.
Perfect, i'll be sure to talk to you :)
I hope I really helped, and like I mentioned, if you need anymore help with anything on how to get started, or things like that, talk to me whenever you want :) I'm always here!! <3
so i went on a cruise with my aunt.
and i ment this guy,
normally i have problems meeting people.
but he came up to me and we started talking and hanging.
and the best part about about meeting him was. he's everything i look for in a guy.
and then the 2nd to last night i walked into my room and my aunt was there and she started
flipping at me, saying im the worst person in the world, i ruined her vacation, she never wants to see me.
ext. and then she said i cant leave the room the last say of the cruise. so that means i cant say bye to him (Dakota). so now i can never talk to him again, thanks to my aunt. all i want to do is say goodbye to him and give him my number or something. but no of course not. ive been crying for 3 days straight. for was my aunt said. and for not saying goodbye, i do feel like i am the worst person in the world now .
and thanks to her for saying all of that t im cutting agian and suicidal agian. thanks alot.
love you too.
p.s
never coming back to see you agian.
sorry im just to lazy to type it..
I hope I really helped, and like I mentioned, if you need anymore help with anything on how to get started, or things like that, talk to me whenever you want :) I'm always here!! <3