gottalivetodie

Status: lost and insecure, you found me
Joined: July 23, 2011
Last Seen: 1 decade
Birthday: September 30
user id: 198602
Location: foreverstrong-neverbroken.tumblr.com
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Don't compare yourself to Barbie.
If Barbie was an actual woman, she would be 5’9” tall, have a 39” bust, an 18” waist, 33” hips and a size 3 shoe. Barbie calls this a “full figure” and likes her weight at 110 lbs. At 5’9” tall and weighing 110 lbs, Barbie would have a BMI of 16.24 and fit the weight criteria for anorexia. She likely would not menstruate. If Barbie was a real woman, she’d have to walk on all fours due to her proportions. Slumber Party Barbie was introduced in 1965 and came with a bathroom scale permanently set at 110 lbs with a book entitled “How to Lose Weight” with directions inside stating simply “Don’t eat.”

The only thing faker than Barbie, is my smile.

My name is Cassidy, I am fourteen years young - 09/30/98 - and I am just like you, I am just an ordinary teenage girl with all the same problems, I have feelings, and some days I am more insecure than others. I have been suffering depression for three years now, I am alone.
 I don't have best friend because I don't think anyone truley understands me. Most of my friends are guys, and I only trust a few people in this world - My witty family, My cat, Two of my guy friends and My sister, Cass, Emily, Megan and Kayla. Most of my quotes are vents because I have no one to talk to other than you guys, <3
You mean everything to me, and each and everyone of
you are beautiful in one way or another, believe it or not. xoxo, gottalivetodie.

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gottalivetodie 1 decade ago to AdviceD
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Hi.
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gottalivetodie 1 decade ago to D0ri20
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On chat? lol :)
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gottalivetodie 1 decade ago to D0ri20
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Hey hun, lets chat for a bit k? Before you go
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gottalivetodie 1 decade ago to countrygirl1994
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babeeeeee, thank you for all the faves!
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gottalivetodie 1 decade ago to Erikaax143
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Same goes for you!
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gottalivetodie 1 decade ago to Erikaax143
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That honestly means so much, thank you.
You're also very beautiful, :)
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gottalivetodie 1 decade ago to xoxpaigexox3
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Why have you not been on here in five months? I miss your quotes
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gottalivetodie 1 decade ago to willyoubemyleprechaun
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Is she gonna get hit by a bus like Regina George? Cause that would suck.
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gottalivetodie 1 decade ago to willyoubemyleprechaun
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I don't want to get Mike into it because it was for Mikes birthday so I don't want her to feel like it's because we went through all that work for her. And also because I feel like a bad friend if Im getting Mike to get involved and turn on Bob... And my other friend agree'd that Bob should pay up but she won't get into it because she is best friends with Bob's sister. Talk about dramaaaa!! ahha, and Bob's parents are the nicest... ahah that wouldnt go over ttoo well.

My problem is mainly huge because I know for a fact that even if we didn't organize this huge thing, Bob would have given her either 20$ or a 20$ gift for crying out loud. Like shut the fuss up Bob, you're being a . * Sorry for my aggressive language* And the pther part of my problem is that sheès messing with my food money and my mother. The most important things to me, and shes with them. Like that girl is not going to get through her highschool years if she acts this way. She's looking for a good smack.
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gottalivetodie 1 decade ago to I_Dont_Know
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That's definatly not rude, because it's what has to be done... I don't know
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gottalivetodie 1 decade ago to willyoubemyleprechaun
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LOL holla! You seriously want to hear my rant about my pathetic ''friend'' ? ahha, okkk.

Well, so this girl, my friend. Lets call her Bob? Okay, so Bob is supposed to be my bestfriend. Bob has always been a pain the , and bitchhhhhhhhhh. But because I'm not stable, I put up with her shiiit alll day everyday. Bob tends to be bipolar. I myself am bipolar but I learn to control it sometimes. Her, if you say something, anything that will set her off, she will call you names, and tell you you're not her friend anymore. Even though I never do anything wrong, she makes me feel like I have. So I'm always apologizing for no god damn reason other than the fact that I can't handle losing anymore friends. Anyway, thats Bob and my backround.

Last Wednesday I had gone to the mall with my friend, lets call this one Bill. Bill and I were just walking around and then we came to a realization that neither of us have gotten a birthday gift for our friend, lets call her Mike. So we sat down in the middle of the mall and brainstormed ideas for gifts... And then, I turned around and saw build-a-bear! Now Mike had a wonderful Idea for my birthday months ago that her and the rest of my group of friends including Bill and Bob and another girl, were going to get me a build-a-bear and name it and they all put hearts in it and it was wonderful. Mike came up with that idea and is always coming up with new great ideas for our group of friends. So I said to Bill, lets get Mike a tie dye build-a-bear and stuff it, put hearts in it, and we can tie dye matching shirts for Mike and the bear and it'll be great. So she went crazy over the idea! We called up Bob and our other friend and told them the news. And we had said that I will pay for everything and then we will all split the bill evenly. We said that and we all agree'd to it. We went back to the mall friday, Bob, bill and I and our other friend couldnt make it. But she was coming over later to help tie dye. So us girls went to buy the bear and stuff it and everything else. We went back to my house and our other friend came to help and had given me her share of price. The total of everything was 77.47 so she gave me twenty and Bill and Bob had said they would give me their share at Mikes party. I was okay with it.
Saturday came(the day of the party), and Bill gave me the 20 she owed as soon as we got there. The party was great but Bob hadnt given me her share. But she said she would get it to me the next time she saw me.

I've seen Bob four times since the party and she still hasn't given me her share. I have only reminded her two times in the past week, so I wasn't being annoying. Now, just the other day my mom told me our family only had 50$ to last us alll month. (The month just started..) so I texted Bob this was our conversation exact:
Me- Can I get that 20 you owe asap
Bob- Y
Me- Because we're poor and we need it.
Bob- I don't see how we all have to pay 20 dollars for her gift, it's not fair.
Me- What's not fair? The gift was 77.47.. Bill and ''our other friend'' already gave their 20s, why should you have to pay less? If you want you can only pay the 17.47 by all means, but to me that's not fair.
Bob- How?
Me- *getting annoyed but staying calm* Why should you pay less and they pay full?
Bob- K
Me- Well can you get it to me soon?
Bob- I bought the thong so I'll only pay 17. (She bought her a three dollar thong)
Me- Lol cool. (In a sense where ok fine were even. *although it could sound rude over text*)
Bob- Bye.
Me- Ok, if you could get it to me buy this weekend that would be great, thanks byeeeee. (Said in a bitchy sarcastic way, but not making it seem that way)
Bob- mybe
Me- Why?
Bob- You're being a and it's rude so maybe I'll give it to you.
Me- LOL whaaaaaaaaaaaat?!
Bob- yeah bye!
Me- Byeee cutie ;)
Bob- Stop being a , Bye.
Me- Byeeeee :D
Bob- pce.

Okay, I don't think in any of that was I a ...
So I told my dad this convo and he told me to ask her some questions so I did.

Me- Okay, what do you think you should pay? What isn't fair about the price? and how am I a ?
Bob-
Me- Answer please
Bob- No you're a I don't how I put up with this.
Me *COMPLETE RAGINGGGGGG HARDCORE AND PUNCHING WALLS, KILLING CATS AND SAVING DOLPHINS AND KILLING THE PEOPLE THAT KILL THEM AND HATING EVERYONE, PEEING MY PANTS LAUGHING BECAUSE THATS BULLSHIT, I PUT UP WITH HER . ITS NOT THE OTHER WAY AROUND SWEEETIE.* Right on babe, byeee. ;)

So I text up Bill because Bill was with Bob during this conflict and I asked her, what Bob was saying about me because I'm sure she said some lovely thikngs. But what does Bill say?
Bill- We were just saying......
Me- *Wait what, we????? LOLOLOLOLOL dying of laughter, what the hell. WE? LOL just died. hahahahah, you guys are goofs, don't be hatin you cute . *

So I died of laughter because they both were saying that stufff. MHMHMHM, BILL YOU CAME UP WITHTHE GOD DAMN IDEA WITH ME YOU . HAHAHA, OMG.

* Youre probably reading this like I'm some nut case and a , but if you were listening to me talking as I type this, you'd your pants because I don't know. It's not the way you think. Think of this rant as a Jenna Marbles rant... ish. ahahha I talk like her, as in the way she thinks. *

So yeah. Anyway, my point is, I don't see why she can't just be a decent human being and give my mom the money she owes. My mom is always catering to her and this is what she gives my mother in return. No, my mom is a decent human being, and she deserves better. Bob claims to love my mom, but apparently only when my mom is giving her stufff.... HAHAHAH DOESNT WORJ THAT WAY. HOLY SHES LOOOKING FOR A PUNCH IN THE . Sorry *raging* hahaha,. I just don't see what her deal is right now.

I havent talked to Bob since, and I won't because I deserve the apologym not he.r Not this time around hun. Ugh.

Thank you for taking your time. hahah, I hope you don't think I'm rude, I'm just right off about this, and I'm laughing about it.. jesus I have problems. ahha. Feedback please. <3 Thank you sweetie youre great.
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gottalivetodie 1 decade ago to I_Dont_Know
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LOL holla! You seriously want to hear my rant about my pathetic ''friend'' ? ahha, okkk.

Well, so this girl, my friend. Lets call her Bob? Okay, so Bob is supposed to be my bestfriend. Bob has always been a pain the , and bitchhhhhhhhhh. But because I'm not stable, I put up with her shiiit alll day everyday. Bob tends to be bipolar. I myself am bipolar but I learn to control it sometimes. Her, if you say something, anything that will set her off, she will call you names, and tell you you're not her friend anymore. Even though I never do anything wrong, she makes me feel like I have. So I'm always apologizing for no god damn reason other than the fact that I can't handle losing anymore friends. Anyway, thats Bob and my backround.

Last Wednesday I had gone to the mall with my friend, lets call this one Bill. Bill and I were just walking around and then we came to a realization that neither of us have gotten a birthday gift for our friend, lets call her Mike. So we sat down in the middle of the mall and brainstormed ideas for gifts... And then, I turned around and saw build-a-bear! Now Mike had a wonderful Idea for my birthday months ago that her and the rest of my group of friends including Bill and Bob and another girl, were going to get me a build-a-bear and name it and they all put hearts in it and it was wonderful. Mike came up with that idea and is always coming up with new great ideas for our group of friends. So I said to Bill, lets get Mike a tie dye build-a-bear and stuff it, put hearts in it, and we can tie dye matching shirts for Mike and the bear and it'll be great. So she went crazy over the idea! We called up Bob and our other friend and told them the news. And we had said that I will pay for everything and then we will all split the bill evenly. We said that and we all agree'd to it. We went back to the mall friday, Bob, bill and I and our other friend couldnt make it. But she was coming over later to help tie dye. So us girls went to buy the bear and stuff it and everything else. We went back to my house and our other friend came to help and had given me her share of price. The total of everything was 77.47 so she gave me twenty and Bill and Bob had said they would give me their share at Mikes party. I was okay with it.
Saturday came(the day of the party), and Bill gave me the 20 she owed as soon as we got there. The party was great but Bob hadnt given me her share. But she said she would get it to me the next time she saw me.

I've seen Bob four times since the party and she still hasn't given me her share. I have only reminded her two times in the past week, so I wasn't being annoying. Now, just the other day my mom told me our family only had 50$ to last us alll month. (The month just started..) so I texted Bob this was our conversation exact:
Me- Can I get that 20 you owe asap
Bob- Y
Me- Because we're poor and we need it.
Bob- I don't see how we all have to pay 20 dollars for her gift, it's not fair.
Me- What's not fair? The gift was 77.47.. Bill and ''our other friend'' already gave their 20s, why should you have to pay less? If you want you can only pay the 17.47 by all means, but to me that's not fair.
Bob- How?
Me- *getting annoyed but staying calm* Why should you pay less and they pay full?
Bob- K
Me- Well can you get it to me soon?
Bob- I bought the thong so I'll only pay 17. (She bought her a three dollar thong)
Me- Lol cool. (In a sense where ok fine were even. *although it could sound rude over text*)
Bob- Bye.
Me- Ok, if you could get it to me buy this weekend that would be great, thanks byeeeee. (Said in a bitchy sarcastic way, but not making it seem that way)
Bob- mybe
Me- Why?
Bob- You're being a and it's rude so maybe I'll give it to you.
Me- LOL whaaaaaaaaaaaat?!
Bob- yeah bye!
Me- Byeee cutie ;)
Bob- Stop being a , Bye.
Me- Byeeeee :D
Bob- pce.

Okay, I don't think in any of that was I a ...
So I told my dad this convo and he told me to ask her some questions so I did.

Me- Okay, what do you think you should pay? What isn't fair about the price? and how am I a ?
Bob-
Me- Answer please
Bob- No you're a I don't how I put up with this.
Me *COMPLETE RAGINGGGGGG HARDCORE AND PUNCHING WALLS, KILLING CATS AND SAVING DOLPHINS AND KILLING THE PEOPLE THAT KILL THEM AND HATING EVERYONE, PEEING MY PANTS LAUGHING BECAUSE THATS BULLSHIT, I PUT UP WITH HER . ITS NOT THE OTHER WAY AROUND SWEEETIE.* Right on babe, byeee. ;)

So here I am mad raging because shes rude to me. ughhh. ahahhaha
anways, we havent talked since and I plan on not talking to her for a while because I think I deserve the apology this time. I'm nnot putting up with this shitt anymore. ahah yeah. So I havent gotten the money. My mom has chauffered her around everywhere. Bob claims to love my mom but wont give her her money back, and shes being selfish about this. Theres more to the story but this is alot to take in and read.. hahahaha, so il finish another time. ;) or after oyur done reading this.
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gottalivetodie 1 decade ago to IEatPieAllDayandNight
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i'm alright, yourself?
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gottalivetodie 1 decade ago to alyXbabee
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I'm telling you right now, that it is not the only option. It should never be an option.
Hun, you're so beautiful and I don't want you hurting that beautiful, fragile skin of yours, over a temporary problem. Don't cut. Please, its not the only option..... Find something that makes you calm down, or happy. Like music, fresh air, a certain food, a tv show, a movie, a friend, a family member, a pet. Something is out there tthat is a better option then to harm your body..
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gottalivetodie 1 decade ago to mirandarocks1998
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Thank you for commenting that on my quote. I agree with you 100% and btw, you're beautiful...... :)
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gottalivetodie 1 decade ago to IEatPieAllDayandNight
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Thank you so much, you're quite beautiful yourself.
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gottalivetodie 1 decade ago to dnnigirl428
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do you have facebook? > you can add just or message me @ Cassie Einarson
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gottalivetodie 1 decade ago to OmgzMichaelFTW
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3:21 am
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gottalivetodie 1 decade ago to dnnigirl428
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yeah, chat is down today.. anyway..
I have this guy trouble going on, and I dont know how to react, I just dont feel right.
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gottalivetodie 1 decade ago to OmgzMichaelFTW
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f/uck it. ill talk about anything
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