grlsmmy*

Status: I am always here if you need me c:
Joined: November 4, 2010
Last Seen: 1 month
user id: 132036
Location: up in the stars
Gender: F

Hey there, gorgeous! My name is Samantha. I'm 21. I am a 5 foot 3 red head. Music is my life. I'm obsessed with Ryan Upchurch, Kane Brown, & Luke Combs. I have depression, but still manage to make it through every single day with a smile. My friends are my everything. My favorite things to do are spend time with friends, go mudding & basically anything you'd consider "redneck".

If you ever need someone to talk to, you can always talk to me!

Never forget that you are beautiful and somebody out there loves you
you just have to find him or her c:

Quotes by grlsmmy*

Life is like a baseball game, sometimes you get curveballs thrown at you and you have to choose whether or not you want to take a swing. 
I've been stabbed in the back so many times you'd think I'm Caesar.
I hate being forced into situations that make me feel uncomfortable.
So there is this guy that I really like. And he really likes me too. But the thing is, he is also one of my best friends. And he asked me out last Thursday and I am starting to second guess my choice to say yes. One, I really don't want to lose our friendship if it doesn't work out. Two, he and I never get the chance to hang out outside of school and that really sucks. Three, he doesn't have a cell phone so the only way he and I can talk is if we are in person (which is at school and we don't even have every class together so we don't see each other as much). Four, I am still in love with my ex. I don't think it is fair if to date someone else if I am still in love with my ex but I feel like being with someone else may be the only way I am going to get over him. This is honestly so stressful. 
Music is my escape from reality. 
Stand for what you believe in, even if you are standing alone.
-Andy Biersack
I try so hard to fake a smile and act happy, but sometimes I just can't do that. 

I was told when I get older all my fears would shrink,
But now I'm insecure and I care what people think.

-TwentyOnePilots

Depression sucks.
I wish I knew why one minute I am so happy and content with everything in my life and then the next minute I feel like I just got hit by a bus. One minute I am happy and laughing, the next I feel like I could curl up into a ball and cry. Sometimes I will be in a great mood all day and then I will come home from school and then all of the sudden I start to feel like everyone in the entire world hates me. I feel like I am alone in the world, even though I know that there are billions of other people around me. I feel like everyone hates me and no one cares, when in reality I know that I have friends who care more about me more than themselves. I wish that I had a black and white explanation of why I feel like this.
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