grlsmmy*

Status: I am always here if you need me c:
Joined: November 4, 2010
Last Seen: 1 month
user id: 132036
Location: up in the stars
Gender: F

Hey there, gorgeous! My name is Samantha. I'm 21. I am a 5 foot 3 red head. Music is my life. I'm obsessed with Ryan Upchurch, Kane Brown, & Luke Combs. I have depression, but still manage to make it through every single day with a smile. My friends are my everything. My favorite things to do are spend time with friends, go mudding & basically anything you'd consider "redneck".

If you ever need someone to talk to, you can always talk to me!

Never forget that you are beautiful and somebody out there loves you
you just have to find him or her c:

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100 TRUTHS QUIZ

1. Last beverage = Currently drinking chocolate milk.
2. Last phone call = I can't remember. XD
3. Last text message = It's been about a year (I haven't had service), so I have no idea. XD
4. Last song you listened to = Well, I'm currently listening to "Let This Go" by Five Finger Death Punch. :3
5. Last time you cried = I think I teared up a little. I cry alomst every day... (Don't judge. o.o)
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice = Yes...
7. Been cheated on = Yes ;-;
8. Kissed someone & regretted it= Never kissed anyone. XD
9. Lost someone special = Does a pet count? If so, than yes, multiple times. u.u
10. Been depressed =  I haven't had depression, but I've felt depressed before.
11. Been drunk and threw up = No way. o.o
FIRST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. Black
13. Teal
14. Mint
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU:
15. Made a new BEST friend = Nope
16. Fallen in love = I guess? I had a crush on someone. It didn't last long, though.
18. Met someone who changed you = I guess so?
19. Found out who your true friends were = I'm constantly trying to figure that out.
20. Found out someone was talking about you = Not that I rmemeber.
21. Kissed anyone on your friend’s list = No XD
22. How many people on your friends list do you know (IN REAL LIFE) = Nobody
23. How many kids do you want to have = None (It scares me.)
24. Do you have any pets = I have a Betta fish... that counts, right? XD
25. Do you want to change your name? = I used to want to, but I really don't care now.
26. What did you do for your last birthday = Stayed home. (My parents had a horse a carriage come and give rides.)
27. What time did you wake up today = Around 9:30 am. (I didn't want to. x.x)
28. What were you doing at midnight last night? = Uhh... I can't remember. Something on my laptop. XD
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for = Well, I'm working with my parents to start making things (mostly wood rings), and selling them online. Haven't come very far with it, but I can't wait to have a bunch or stuff selling, so I can save up for a phone (and maybe get Spotify Premium again). :3
30. Last time you saw your Mother = Around 2:30 pm today. (It's currently 8:39 pm.)
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life?= At the moment, I don't really know. XD
32. What are you listening to right now = "Coming Undone" by KoRn. :3
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom = If I have, I don't remember. XD
34. What’s getting on your nerves right now = Nothing (luckily).
35. Most visited webpage = Stardoll
36. What’s your name = Samantha
37. Nicknames= A couple people have called me Sammy. XD
38. Relationship Status = Single
39. Zodiac sign = Virgo (For some reason I wish it was Libra. Maybe it's because I used to love BeyBlade? XD)
40. Male / Female? = Female
41. Primary School = Homeschool
42. Middle School = Homeschool
43.Colleges = None (I'm not even sure if I'm gonna go.)
44. Hair color = Blonde
45. Long or short = Short-ish (I need it cut again.)
46.Perfume (current) = I don't use any.
47. Do you have a crush on someone? = Sorta
48: What do you like about yourself? = My taste in music? XD (Or maybe my art, if that counts.)
49. Piercings = None (I want some, but I'm afraid. x.x)
50. Tattoos = None (I like them, but I wouldn't get one.)
51. Righty or lefty = Righty :3
FIRSTS :
52. First surgery = I don't think I've ever had surgery.
53. First piercing = None
54. First best friend = Daisy...
55. First sport you joined = Softball
56. First vacation = I don't remember. XD
59. Eating = I had pudding recently. XD
60. Drinking = Still chocolate milk. XD
61. I’m about to = Huh?
62. Listening to = Again? XD "Psychsocial" by Slipknot. :3
63. Waiting for = The weekend.
64. Want kids? = Not really... (The two I deal with all the time never listen to me, and they drive me crazy. .-.)
65. Want to get married? = Yeah, I don't ever wanna live alone. XD
66. Career? = I don't know.
WHICH IS BETTER:
67. Lips or eyes= Eyes, I guess.
68. Hugs or kisses= Hugs
69. Shorter or taller= Taller? I don't really care.
70. Older or Younger= Younger
71. Romantic or spontaneous = Both?
72. Smart or good face = Both
73. Sensitive or loud = Both
74. Hook-up or relationship = Relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant = Hesitant
HAVE YOU EVER:
76. Kissed a stranger = No
77. Drank hard liquor = No way.
78. Lost glasses/contacts = I lost my glasses before when I was little. XD
79. 'It' on first date = What? o.o
80. Broken someone’s heart = I don't think so.
81. Had your own heart broken = Yes u.u
82. Been arrested = No o.o
83. Turned someone down = Yeah, because I didn't know them very well.
84. Cried when someone died = ...Not yet. I know I will, though.
85. Fallen for a friend? = Yes...
  DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself = Not really. u.u
87. Miracles = Yes
88. Love at first sight = No (I need to like a guy's personality.)
89. Heaven = Yes
90. Santa Claus = Nope XD
91. Kiss on the first date = No
92. Angels = Yes
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time = No
95. Did you sing today? = Yes, I love singing along to music. XD
96. Ever cheated on somebody? = No o.o
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?= Not sure.
98. If you could pick a day this year and relive it, what would it be? = May 27th
99. do you have one certain regret that you wish you could change more than anything? = Not that I can think of, sol probably not.
100. did you like this survey? Yep :3

"Some people will let you down and never will you forget how they made you feel. Some people will break your heart and never will you have the opportunity to see it coming. And some people will forever stay in your heart and never will you be able to explain why."

tonight i'm only filled with you. hopelessly in love with you. I hang on every word you say. when you look at me too long, my smile gives me away. my cheeks feel hot, hands clammy. when you smile at me like that, i want to give you my everything. let's stay like this for a while. i'm going to keep letting you hold my hand. 
Age is just a number that can mean so little and yet so much.

>>i wrote this letter for my boyfriend, please take the time to read it. If you feel the same way you are  more then welcome to use it <<<




i want you to know that since the day we met I've fallen deeply in love with you. there are no words to express the feeling I feel in my heart that you came into my life, and how you make every day so special. you are my life, my heart, my soul.
 
You are my best friend, my one true love, my one and only. I love you more today than I did yesterday, and I'll love you more tomorrow than I do today.
 
Loving you is the only thing that makes life worth living. Day by day, my love for you becomes overwhelming, and I can't handle it when I don't see or even talk to you every day.
 
A day without you in my life is like a day without sunshine, a day without food, or a day without air. I need you when I’m cold to keep me warm; I need you in the rain to keep me dry; I need you in my life to keep me happy. You make me feel wonderful. You give me strength when I just can't carry on and I truly treasure that. Every moment spent together is another one of my dreams coming true. 
 
I apologize straight from the heart for ignoring you whenever you make an attempt to make me feel better after our pointless arguments. I know I overreact a lot, and I'm sorry. I‘m ashamed of how I treat you and I'm sorry I've been so moody lately.
 
I'm afraid I'll say something to make you forget the feelings you have for me when I mention your past too much and bring up stupid things. I'm worried you won‘t want me anymore. I know I can make you mad, but I promise you that this is all going to change because I love you with everything I have.
 
I was scared to love you at first, out of fear that you would hurt me, but I did and it’s the best thing I’ve ever done. Now, the only fear I have is waking up and realizing it’s all a dream.
 
You are the most wonderful thing that has ever happened to me. Each moment that you and I spend together is so magical that I catch myself smiling for no reason at all.
 
I thought that I would never find a love that is as strong as ours, but now that we've found each other I know that you are the person I want to spend the rest of my life with, the person I want to marry, the person I want to have babies with, and the person I want to grow old with. 
 
Baby, you complete me. You make my life so amazing and I don't know how else to repay you but to love you just as much as you love me. The world is a better place to be because of you.
 
You make me feel beautiful. Thank you for giving me so much more than I ever could have wanted. I am so thankful for what we have, and for everything we will have. You are the only man I ever want to share my life with. I could never imagine what it would be like if we were to lose each other. I don't even want to think about it. All I want to think of is you. 
 
You are the love of my life. I love you, and I always will until the day I die. Hopefully, when that day comes, I will still have you by my side and yours will be the last face that I see.
 
When im older I’ll look back at the ways we argued about things that were so insignificant and we’ll laugh and know that our love was strong enough to overcome every argument. I just want you to know that I'm thankful that you came into my life and I will love you till the end of my days. My love for you will never fade, I’m still crazy about you, baby.
 
If we never get back together, just know everything i have said above is true, and always will be true. i love you from the bottom of my heart, 
 
Love Always,
Alexis 
Was going to congratulate myself for being clean 11 months, but then realised i haven;t updated in a while. Never mind





Your past has you by a choke-hold,
you deserve it from what I've been told..



 





 

 
i smile to please everyone
i feel i'm under the gun

 





                                                                                                                             









 

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Will you fade into memory
or carve your name
Into myth?