I've been like this for a year and half and I'm spiraling down, but I know I have a ways to go. I understand you are scared to get help but you should. You deserve a better life
I wish you wouldn't. But I also know that this isn't something you just choose to start or stop. Please seek help before you spiral down. It's a scary, lonely way to live that I don't wish for anyone
I've been like this for a year and half and I'm spiraling down, but I know I have a ways to go. I understand you are scared to get help but you should. You deserve a better life
No it's not! And believe me, throwing up doesn't aid in weight loss like you'd think. I used to throw up 2-5 times a day and I stayed at the same weight but looked fatter due to bloating, felt sick all the time, smelt nasty, and it really screws your metabolism, trust me
I wish you wouldn't. But I also know that this isn't something you just choose to start or stop. Please seek help before you spiral down. It's a scary, lonely way to live that I don't wish for anyone
I've been like this for a year and half and I'm spiraling down, but I know I have a ways to go. I understand you are scared to get help but you should. You deserve a better life
Coming from someone that used to do it a lot, and still does sometimes. It's not a hole you want to dig yourself into. It's messy and ugly and it just brings more pain and guilt. It's hard now to ward off the thoughts and desires to do it, but it's even harder to rid them once you've started. It leads to you doing things you are even more ashamed of and scare you.
No it's not! And believe me, throwing up doesn't aid in weight loss like you'd think. I used to throw up 2-5 times a day and I stayed at the same weight but looked fatter due to bloating, felt sick all the time, smelt nasty, and it really screws your metabolism, trust me
I wish you wouldn't. But I also know that this isn't something you just choose to start or stop. Please seek help before you spiral down. It's a scary, lonely way to live that I don't wish for anyone
I've been like this for a year and half and I'm spiraling down, but I know I have a ways to go. I understand you are scared to get help but you should. You deserve a better life
I'm not going to tell you that dear. I don't want to help anyone do anything that causes themselves harm, and throwing up does just that. But I am here to talk to you if you'd like
._. i'll just google it then. and yeah.. i feel like i need to talk. i can't and won't tell anyone that i see regularly. i don't trust people off the internet O_o that;s like totally backwards of what i've been taught.
Coming from someone that used to do it a lot, and still does sometimes. It's not a hole you want to dig yourself into. It's messy and ugly and it just brings more pain and guilt. It's hard now to ward off the thoughts and desires to do it, but it's even harder to rid them once you've started. It leads to you doing things you are even more ashamed of and scare you.
No it's not! And believe me, throwing up doesn't aid in weight loss like you'd think. I used to throw up 2-5 times a day and I stayed at the same weight but looked fatter due to bloating, felt sick all the time, smelt nasty, and it really screws your metabolism, trust me
I wish you wouldn't. But I also know that this isn't something you just choose to start or stop. Please seek help before you spiral down. It's a scary, lonely way to live that I don't wish for anyone
I've been like this for a year and half and I'm spiraling down, but I know I have a ways to go. I understand you are scared to get help but you should. You deserve a better life
I'm not going to tell you that dear. I don't want to help anyone do anything that causes themselves harm, and throwing up does just that. But I am here to talk to you if you'd like
._. i'll just google it then. and yeah.. i feel like i need to talk. i can't and won't tell anyone that i see regularly. i don't trust people off the internet O_o that;s like totally backwards of what i've been taught.
Coming from someone that used to do it a lot, and still does sometimes. It's not a hole you want to dig yourself into. It's messy and ugly and it just brings more pain and guilt. It's hard now to ward off the thoughts and desires to do it, but it's even harder to rid them once you've started. It leads to you doing things you are even more ashamed of and scare you.
No it's not! And believe me, throwing up doesn't aid in weight loss like you'd think. I used to throw up 2-5 times a day and I stayed at the same weight but looked fatter due to bloating, felt sick all the time, smelt nasty, and it really screws your metabolism, trust me
I wish you wouldn't. But I also know that this isn't something you just choose to start or stop. Please seek help before you spiral down. It's a scary, lonely way to live that I don't wish for anyone
I've been like this for a year and half and I'm spiraling down, but I know I have a ways to go. I understand you are scared to get help but you should. You deserve a better life
Can you make things? Bracelets, paintings, clothes... etc. Sell them at a good price. Advertise for them on facebook, twitter, your school, or whatever. On facebook and stuff too say that you're looking for babysitting, cleaning, whatever jobs you'd be looking to do. If it's for a good cause make sure you say what it is
I know I'm like the last person to be able to tell you to eat healthy but I will. It's hypocritical I know... But just some ideas that might help. You could try eating healthier when you're hungry, and maybe having a set amount you let yourself eat that day, say 3 meals and snack, healthy food is better. And just leave it at that instead of eating a ton and maybe you'll eat less but eat every day.