it tears me apart
inside when i see you and think about all the promises you broke
and all the tears you made me shed.
but it gets worse because even though you realize this, you don't
do anything.
it seems you like to see me this way. i
t makes you feel whole inside.
i hope you're satisfied that you got exactly what you wanted out
of me once again.
and even though i go by everyday pertending i'm okay,
i'm really not.
i spend almost every moment thinking about you and everything we
went through together.
i don't understand how after everything you put me through and
all the pain i endured,
i'm still standing here, waiting.
waiting for the old you to come back.
its like i'm waiting for something that will never come.
some hopeless wish that will never come true.
but i'm still waiting.