hailey_johnson

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Joined: April 23, 2015
Last Seen: 8 years
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I enjoy playing soccer, writing poems, reading, and listening to music.

Quotes by hailey_johnson

I'm sorry that I am such a disappointment to you all. Maybe when I am gone you will forgive me.
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vent
It's hard to believe that I let myself live this long. 
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depressed
How You Make Me Feel

Words cannot describe
How you make me feel. 
Something about you cannot be explained
And saying it in words sounds oh, so plain.
Yearning for the feelings
That are churning in me. 
Not quite graceful
But maybe a little peaceful. 
It feels so strange 
To have this change. 
Wonder and awe could be
But that's between you and me.
The rush of fear 
Is never near
'Cause care is always in the air. 
You don't judge
Nor hold a grudge. 
You like me 
Because I'm me,
And it makes me feel free. 
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love
   Mask

I'm great, fine, spectacular in a way.
I relish every night and I live every day.
I live, I live, I write, I sing
No matter what the new day will bring.
 
Then I get home, and take off my mask.
The day, an almost impossible task
Is finally over.
So I lie down, 
And wait patiently for the day that I die. 
 
I cry, I scream, I bawl, I sleep
Even though I have promise to keep
I wait and wonder and cry some more.
And I ache and burn from my very core.
 
Then, I'm not alone, and the mask reappears:
Out goes the grief, pain, and all of the tears.
As I am a happy person, cheerful all the day.
A world full of rainbow, not one shade of gray.
 
Of course, I'm not okay, I'm not fine
No matter how much I seem to shine.
I don't even know why I feel this...
Why my existence is one long, endless abyss.
 
But, it is, and will be, so I cling to life.
As one day, I might slip, and end it with a knife.
But I'm still here, no matter what my dreams may say
And I hope that one day, I will actually be okay. 
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poem