hailhee

"You always act like your life is terrible when it isn't at all"
Ok first off, are you me? No. I have gone through a lot this year, and I handled it pretty well.

Someone so close to me leaving
Having something you dedicated all your time and energy to fail, in public, and never forgive yourself
Being so confused
Being told who you can and connot be friends with
Feeling left out and lonely
Having your best friend, that you could trust forever and was planning on it, betray you
Working hard at something you will never get
Being called a brat by your friend and parents
Making one bad desicion and being a bad kid
Having to be perfect and a role model
Missing your how your family was
To be made fun of just going for something
To have no one to turn to
To have all A's beating yourself up because of it
Being told your large or fat
So many regrects
Blaming everything on yourself
 

Until you have experienced all of those things in the way I did
Do not judge me
I'm not saying you havent had a bad year too, but I did not make fun of you because of what happened and how you reacted