Hey there gorgeous,
You, yes you... You're worth so much to everyone around you. Don't even think for a SECOND that nobody would miss you if you were gone, I would if nobody else... So put that razor down, that knife, whatever you use to hurt yourself, just put it down... You are worth SO much more than that! If you ever need anyone, I am here for you... I'm a little heartbroken right now but hey... I'm only human, and I have someone here to put the pieces back together for me ♥... But anyway, my name is Hannah Margeret, and if you need someone to be there for you, I will give you my number so you have someone there for you 24/7... But anyway, I love you... Talk to me... Love me... Whatever you want... I will be here :D
Remember, you have to live for that ONE MOMENT of happiness, no matter how hard the rest of life may be, you have to live for the one moment of pure joy, pure happiness. You have to keep going, you have to live for the ecstacy in life ♥
Remember, I hurt too.
Bye now loves,
Hannah
So you want to
be suicidal?
So you want the pain to all go away? End
the tears rolling down your face, cut everyone away from you,
just to stop it all, make it all end. Yes, the pain will end
for you, but what about your loved ones? What about the split
second moment of when your parents or siblings walk into your
room reminding you that dinner is ready, but instead they see
their dead child infront of their eyes. The pain you
had… Will now have moved onto your parents. Their
world will become so dark, they will blame themselves
every.single.day. ‘Was it something I did?’
‘Was it something I did?’ They’ll try to
think it was all just a nightmare and they are going to wake
up from this dream and you will be alive. They won’t
give up, they will try anything to not accept the truth. So
after killing yourself, and after your parents discovering
your body, what will they have to do next? Who’s going
to ring the school saying a student has killed them self?
Who’s going to tell your best friends that you have
taken your own life? Who’s going to arrange the
funeral? Who’s going to have to walk past your room
everyday, and just getting that sudden chill? Just because
the pain shall end for you, does not mean the pain will just
automatically end for everyone. Everyone will remember you.
People who didn’t even have a conversation with you,
will remember you. ‘The kid that killed them
self’. People on Facebook who have never even typed one
word to you, will remember you. Everyone would feel guilty,
an entire wave of shame will come upon them. People will cry,
cry so, so hard. They will also start to question their
existence, their life. Your family will break apart, loved
ones can sometimes turn on each other. They have so much
anger that they should have done something before you made up
your mind, that they will start to throw that anger on the
ones closest to them. Is the reason you want to kill yourself
really worth it? Do you think that nobody will care, your
death will just quietly slip the town news and everyone will
easily ignore it? Do you think that you will be single
forever and there’s no point for life anymore? Let me
tell you, that there is at someone right now, who likes you a
lot more then a friend. Someone who is willing to care for
you, love you, make you smile. Someone is thinking about you
right now. Killing yourself means that you would never know.
You would never know that someone out there really did like
you, and had a lot of feelings for you. Who’s going to
pick out the song they play at your funeral? Your friends and
family will hear that song, and from that very moment,
whenever they hear that same tune, you will come to their
mind. All your memories, your face, your eyes, your smile,
everything. You’re young, you have so much ahead of
you. Yes, at times life does get so hard you just want to
crawl up into a ball and wish you could just fade away. But
you can pull through that, you can pull through anything. We
have all been there, sitting at the end of our bed, our eyes
becoming so tired from the tears and just so many thoughts
running through your mind. And the only solution to fix it
all is suicide. But that isn’t the solution. Talk to a
trusted adult, get counseling, get anything that
doesn’t involve taking your own life. Because there are
so many people that care for you, even though you cannot see
it. There are so many people that love you, even though they
may never say it. You’d want to be proud and look back
at how difficult your life was and just think ‘wow, I
really pulled through that one’. So please, do not pass
your pain onto your loved ones. Suicide: a permeant solution
to a temporary problem. Temporary, meaning you can stand over
the problem. I know it’s not going to be all easy and
‘la la im happy now :)’, because we all know that
is bullstuff. But please, just try to get through whatever is
making you feel this way. Do not run away from it, do not let
people achieve what they set out to do. If people have been
bullying you, either cyber, verbal or physical, you know
what? forget them. Because they are the ones who are going to
end up with karma. Karma is so hard. If anyone has sent you
hate on anonymous, they will always live with that guilt. I
am proud to say I have never sent anonymous hate and I never,
ever plan to. But to the people who have, whenever they read
this or say it too. They’ll get this squirmy feeling,
as though at least somebody knows they’re lying. People
who have nothing better to do with their lives then attack
innocent people, are going to end up nowhere. Because by the
end of the day it all comes down to jealousy. So just smile,
walk away and say forget you. You’re better then
anybody who makes you come to this breaking point of wanting
to take your own life. You don’t even know me, but I
love you so much. Chin up, you’re
beautiful
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&&Congrats
Kid, you
finally got to her.
Are you happy now?
You finallybroke
her.
Her
eyesdon’t
sparkleanymore.
Her
smile,
that seemed plastered to her pretty
face, disappeared.
Her
wordsdon’t
flow anymore.
Her
hopesand
dreamsare
now crushed.
BUT of course this
doesn’t affect you,
right?
All you did
was break her
heart,
right?