my Christmas with yours and my family is gone...
we had three of them together.....we
would have had our forth
one this year.... and my bitrthdays i spent with you.... would
have also
been my fourth one and this year... im going to look and go
wheres my babe... and
ill break down and realize.....hes not there to hold me in the
cold winter months anymore...
i miss him.... he broke my heart now im lonley and cold for christmas and my birthday in january...</3
the way he still looks at me....
it breaks my heart and the way he still flirts and hugs me....
it makes me just want to break down and cry..
.but i
just smile and pretend every things okay...
i still miss him... and he always asks me whats wrong
i say nothing turn and walk away wishing hed turn me
around and see me crying then realize that
its been
him all along and just maybe hell come back
i love him...</3