They say you NEVER
get over your FIRST
love...
It's TRUE.
I couldn't tell you how many NIGHTS I cried
myself to sleep.
After EVERYTHING we've
been through,
all the HEARTACHE and open
WOUNDS,
I thought that maybe just MAYBE,
After awhile, I would be ABLE to move on.
But I CAN'T.
It been MONTHS and I still
think of YOU.
I still run back to YOU.
YOU
caused me so much PAIN,
Yet YOU'RE the reason I make
it through everyday ALIVE.
You were my FIRST.