Is there anyone that can
help me,
I feel like I'm about to explode
I'm keeping everything bottled up
can anyone take half the load?
There's nobody I can trust
there's nobody I can confind in
there's nobody that I can talk to
who will sit and actually listen
I'm afraid that soon it'll get to the point
where I'll start to slit my wrists
I've already done twice before
so I decided to make a list
the first reason I cut myself
was from watching him walk by
and pretending he didn't know me
that all we had was a lie
the second reason I cut myself
was because of the things girls said
the small remarks about my weight
that would make me go bright red
the third reason I cut
was because of what went on at home
my father used to drink alot
he's the main reason I feel alone
After things got worse
those girls began to trip me
and kick and push and scrawl
and the boy that I was in love with
was the worst of them all
one cold night my father
brought home some of his friends
one of them locked me inside a bedroom
and tied me to the bed
I think you can guess what happened
and when the nasty man was done
he rubbed his hands together
and told me that it was fun
but there's nobody I can trust
there's nobody I can confind in
there's nobody I can I can talk to
who will sit and actually listen.
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