has_no_life

Status: dont try and fucking change me.
Joined: July 30, 2012
Last Seen: 1 decade
user id: 321482
Gender: F



 

no freedom til we're equal
damn right i support it.











Quotes by has_no_life


Money isn't the problem...

the problem is that I don't have any.

"I have so much to do today
so I probably just wont do any of it."

                                                        -me everyday

 


I sincerely regret
EVERY NAP
I passed up as a child.
 

SOMETIMES 
THE BEST WAY TO APPRECIATE
SOMETHING
is to be without it
for a while

 
Is there anyone that can help me,
I feel like I'm about to explode
I'm keeping everything bottled up
can anyone take half the load?

There's nobody I can trust
there's nobody I can confind in
there's nobody that I can talk to
who will sit and actually listen

I'm afraid that soon it'll get to the point
where I'll start to slit my wrists
I've already done twice before
so I decided to make a list

the first reason I cut myself 
was from watching him walk by
and pretending he didn't know me
that all we had was a lie

the second reason I cut myself
was because of the things girls said
the small remarks about my weight
that would make me go bright red

the third reason I cut
was because of what went on at home
my father used to drink alot
he's the main reason I feel alone

After things got worse

those girls began to trip me 
and kick and push and scrawl
and the boy that I was in love with 
was the worst of them all

one cold night my father 
brought home some of his friends
one of them locked me inside a bedroom 
and tied me to the bed

I think you can guess what happened
and when the nasty man was done
he rubbed his hands together
and told me that it was fun

but there's nobody I can trust
there's nobody I can confind in
there's nobody I can I can talk to
who will sit and actually listen.


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I concentrate mirror 
that's placed infront of me
and I stare at the reflection
and wonder who is she?

 I do not recongnise her
she's far from the girl I knew 
she looks as if shes dead inside
and her eyes aren't the same bright blue.

The girl I thought was me
was very far away
she was obhviously got lost
and is not returning today

in a flash its broken
shards scattered across the floor
I look down at my bleeding knuckles
and then I lock the door

I hate the girl in the mirror
she ruined my whole life
I had a chance to fix it
she made me want to cry

there was only one way 
to rid of the monstor inside
and it was to kill the both of us
even if it cost me my life.



mq






 
I some times feel as though
theres no one else around
who can help me in any sort of way
So I do not make a sound

I sit by myself at lunch
and watch as people walk by
and i know that they are all wondering 
why I am so shy. 

But what am I supposed to say
to people I hardly know
when I know that they're going to judge me
for being a little bit slow

I'm not the smartest girl in the world
so when people begin to wonder
I get all panicky inside of me
I shove my head right under

the worst is when the teacher asks
quite a simple thing
and I cannot answer it 
without that stuttering

So thats why I dont talk much
because I dont want to seem weird
and I know it seems ridiculous
but that's the thing I fear. 



mq

 

people need to learn to admit it when they f.u.ck up. 


 
whenever something exciting happens
i randomly slap the person thats next to me.


 

when i have children im going
to make them watch

" 2012"

and tell them i survived that

 
Fo
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