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hi everyone my name is caitlin! im 16 from jersey, i blow out the candles on december 6th.
i'm a HUGE fan of one direction, ed sheeran, chris brown, and taylor swift's old stuff! but i usually listen to anything, those are just my favesss(:
some of my favorite things includeeeee;
-pilates
-eating
-sleeping
-dreaming
-talking
-making people smile
-giving compliments
-laughing
-baking
i absolutely adore making new friends and honestly, i could use some...so PEOPLE, PLEASE. TALK TO ME.
i'm a good-hearted person and very understanding, so if any of you readers out there ever have any problems, don't hesitate. i'm ALWAYS here.
even if we've never talked and you happened to stumble upon here, don't hesitate.
please feel free to comment, fav, or talk to me! xo
i'm a HUGE fan of one direction, ed sheeran, chris brown, and taylor swift's old stuff! but i usually listen to anything, those are just my favesss(:
some of my favorite things includeeeee;
-pilates
-eating
-sleeping
-dreaming
-talking
-making people smile
-giving compliments
-laughing
-baking
i absolutely adore making new friends and honestly, i could use some...so PEOPLE, PLEASE. TALK TO ME.
i'm a good-hearted person and very understanding, so if any of you readers out there ever have any problems, don't hesitate. i'm ALWAYS here.
even if we've never talked and you happened to stumble upon here, don't hesitate.
please feel free to comment, fav, or talk to me! xo
hayXitsXyourXlove's Favorite Quotes
Mirror, mirror, on my
wall...
I just want to be thin, pretty and
tall.
Mirror, mirror, if i change my
hair...
Maybe someone will start to care?
Mirror, mirror, if i starve
myself...
At least ill be beautiful, forget my health.
At least ill be beautiful, forget my health.
Mirror, mirror, if i cut my
wrist...
Will i feel like i exist?
Will i feel like i exist?
Mirror, mirror, dont you
see...
What you show, is ruining me?
do you ever just sit there and look at yourself and
examine
every single detail about yourself and just get really upset
because you're you
every single detail about yourself and just get really upset
because you're you
And then one
student said that happiness is what happens when you
go to bed on the hottest summer night, a nigh so hot you
can't even wear a tee-shirt and you sleep on top of the
sheets instead of under them, although try to sleep is
probably more accurate. And then some point late,late,late at
night, say just a bit before dawn, the heat finally breaks and
the night turns cool and when you briefly wake up, you notice
that you're almost chilly and, in your
groggy, half-counciousness, you reach over and pull the sheet
around you and just that flimsy sheet makes it warm enough and
you drift back off into a deep sleep. And it's that
reaching, that gesture, that reflex we have to pull
what's warm-- whether it's something or
someone-- toward us, that feeling we get when we
do that, that feelings of being safe in the world and ready for
sleep, that's
happiness.
Ever since I was little water is what has helped me to escape. I
don't know why, but I just realized it now.
When I was little I looked foward to taking a bath. I had a purple, glittery rubber ducky and 2 yellow rubber duckies. I also had bubble bath stuff and caryons to draw on the shower. I would take hour long baths. I thought of creativeidea and went on adventures. I practced holding my breath so I would be better when summer came. I sang. I was so happy.
Every summer I lie around in the pool almost every single day. If a bug comes I duck under the water or drown bees in the pool. It allows me to relax and kill my fears. And if I don't want to here someone I can just stay underwater. My family has always called me a fish or mermaid because I will stay in the pool for hours on end.
Then there was that period of time where I hated taking showers. I was trying to escape life. I was lost. That's when tears came into play. I cried a lot. Almost every single day. My thoughts were jumbled. I couldn't think clearly.
Now I take long showers. 40 minutes. That way I can cry if I want. I think clearly when the water washes over my head. I get creative ideas for writing pieces. Memories run though my head. I sort out my feelings. I pray.
Water helps me. I don't know why, I just know that it does. And I think that's part of the healing process... recognizing what will help and accepting it without wondering why it makes you happy. All you need to know is that it does.
So what is your water?
When I was little I looked foward to taking a bath. I had a purple, glittery rubber ducky and 2 yellow rubber duckies. I also had bubble bath stuff and caryons to draw on the shower. I would take hour long baths. I thought of creativeidea and went on adventures. I practced holding my breath so I would be better when summer came. I sang. I was so happy.
Every summer I lie around in the pool almost every single day. If a bug comes I duck under the water or drown bees in the pool. It allows me to relax and kill my fears. And if I don't want to here someone I can just stay underwater. My family has always called me a fish or mermaid because I will stay in the pool for hours on end.
Then there was that period of time where I hated taking showers. I was trying to escape life. I was lost. That's when tears came into play. I cried a lot. Almost every single day. My thoughts were jumbled. I couldn't think clearly.
Now I take long showers. 40 minutes. That way I can cry if I want. I think clearly when the water washes over my head. I get creative ideas for writing pieces. Memories run though my head. I sort out my feelings. I pray.
Water helps me. I don't know why, I just know that it does. And I think that's part of the healing process... recognizing what will help and accepting it without wondering why it makes you happy. All you need to know is that it does.
So what is your water?
