Pardon my vent
apparently in my house screaming in a shrill voice, sobbing
uncontrollably, slamming doors, and stomping around the house is
a good way to get what you want...... I mean when my sister get
angry because I'm using a history book to do my homework and
throws a tantrum similar to a three year old who has had her ice
cream taken away, I get in trouble, I mean even though she's
screaming like a banshee I'm both unjust and unreasonable,
how dare I do my homework with a book she told me she didn't
need.... who the hell do I think I am? And I totally understand
how I was rude to my mother this morning, I said I was busy doing
something so just tell me simply and quickly what she wanted to
do and I was told to got to hell...... I was extremely rude
right? There is no winning when Sarah gets B's its a good job
and she gets rewarded but my A- are way to low, how dare I not
work harder to have straight A+. O' and didn't you know
that I should get perm tattoo o fix my scar and loose
twenty pounds, because I am not allowed to be flawed, if
that's how you view a scar and curves, I must appear perfect
after all that isn't applying to much stress on a teen
already breaking under the weight of school stress, I'm
trying to maintain a GPA good enough to get a full scholarship to
college because I can't afford to go, deal with a enough
family flaws to warrant me to have a rebellion so bad that I
don't come home for weeks at a time.