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Quotes by headupxxfeetdownlow

I took my heart
. . . . . . . . . . 
And walked away

happiness comes from within
happiness doesn't come very often
happiness doesn't stay for very long
but when happiness does come around, 
there's no feeling like it 

i hate complications!
i caught feelings for someone i can't have 
can i just be loved...the right way, one day?
You were my SUPERMAN...
Turns out you were the VILLAIN. 
I try really hard.
To be appreciative, supportive and positive.
But sometimes I need that too. 
You don't see how much I do for you.
You don't see how much I try to make you happy and to keep you happy. 
And sometimes it never seems to be good enough for you. 
I was so afraid to lose you but I was blind to realize I already did. 
You made a decision to end everythng you promised you'd keep.
Yes, you told me it was a mistake and you want to make it up to me.
But the mistake has already been made and my heart is already broken.
Trying to mend it and put the pieces back togteher hurts me more than anything. 
I've never loved anyone as much as I love you.
But now it hurts to love you.
It physically hurts.
The fighting, the memory of that night, everything that you're trying to fix hurts me.
I don't want to hurt anymore
I don't want to keep losing my trust in you.
But I can't control any of what I'm feeling.
I have to accept what happened and learn from it.
I have to accept losing you and learn from that too.
Long distance relationships are new to me...
i just don't know what to do
i'm just scared...
scared you'll find someone better
scared you'll forget about me
scared this won't work
scared you'll fall out of love with me
scared you won't come back to me
...i'm just scared
is it bad that i wish you weren't leaving?
Have you ever just wanted to leave and never come back,
just run until you can't
run anymore,
just cry until the last tear drops?
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, me too!