hello_universe

Status:
Joined: May 15, 2011
Last Seen: 2 years
Birthday: December 3
user id: 174693
Gender: F
Nicole.
20.
Indiana. // Chicago.

Quotes by hello_universe

So, i haven't been on for a really long time now.
I do believe my time has come to an end on witty.
Witty has always been there for me. Through the good and the bad times in my life.
I'm really thankful for this site, and for the people i've met or got to talk to.
And i just want to say, i may be on from time to time.
So if you need help with anything, or just need someone talk to, or someone to listen.
I'll be here for you.
Each and every one of you guys are amazing. Please don't ever forget that.
I just don’t understand why everything I do or every decision I make is wrong. I try so freaking hard to make things work. But nothing ever seems right. I don’t know what else to do.
Growing up is not fun!
All i have it bills bills bills.
Someone want to pay them for me?? lol
I hate when something happened months ago, and you can’t forget it.
It’s something burned in my brain that i can never forget.
No matter how hard i try, it’s still there.
I still see everything clearly.
I'm sorry for everything.
I'm sorry i ruined our relationship.
I'm sorry i broke your heart.
I'm sorry i didn't have the same feeling for you as you did for me.
I'm sorry i'm such a messed up person.
I'm sorry.

I need some advice.. I have a boyfriend and he makes me happy, he's a great guy and everything. But part of me feels like I don't have feelings for him. Idk what I should do.. If I break up with him, I feel like he would be devastated. But if I stay with him any longer, I feel like I'm waisting his time and leading him on thinking that we're going to be together for a long time. What should I do?
NO LYING QUIZ
 
1. Last Cigarette? Months ago
2. Last Beverage: Water
3. BIGGEST secret: I blame my sister for my dads death.......
4. Last Phone Call? Some random guy
5. Last Text Message: Boyfriend♥(:
6. Last CD Played: I don't member
7. Last BUBBLE Bath: Years ago
8. Last Time You Cried : Last week
9. Last Meal: Pasta
 
SEVEN Have You’s???
1. Have you ever dated someone twice?: Yeah
3. Have you ever kissed someone & regreted it?: No
4. Have you ever fallen in love? No
5. Have you ever lost someone?: Yeah...
6. Have you ever slept until 2pm?: Nope
7. Have you ever been drunk and thrown up? Hahaha yeahh
 
SIX Things You Did in the Past Three Days:
1. Went over a friends house
2. Hung out with my boyfriend
3. Went to work
4. Listened to music
5. Hung out wih my niece
6. Watched movies
 
List FIVE People You Can Tell Pretty Much Anything to.
1: Taylor 
2: Boyfriend
3: Bekkah
4: Josh
5: Meagan
 
List THREE Favorite Colours.
1: Purple
2: Black
3: Red
 
List FOUR Things You Want to Do Before You Die.
1: I don't even know
2: I can't answer this question
3: Sorrryy
4: Nothing comes to mind
 
This month have you…
Laughed until you cried: Yeah
Went behind your parents back? Yeah 
 
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT:
1. Your last kiss? "I'm dating a weirdo" lol
2. Gay Marriage? I don't care, it's whatever
3. Lowering the drinking age? Nah
4. Straight, Gay, or Bi? Why we gotta label people?
5. Who are the best huggers that you know? The boyfriend(:
6. Do you believe in love at first sight? Nah
7. Is there something you want to tell someone? Nope
8. What brand of shirt are you wearing? My work shirt
9. Would you kiss anyone on your top friends? No
10. What is your current annoyance? Crammmpppsssss >.<
11. How many kids do you want to have? 2-4
12. Do you want to change your name? Nah
13. Last time you saw your father? ......
14. What did you do for your last birthday? Family came over
15. What time did you wake up today? 10:30/11
16. What were you doing at midnight last night? Watching Fruitvale Station
17. Name something you CANNOT wait to do: Go to a concert
18. What is your favorite thing in your room? Nothing
20. Where is your best friend right now? Home?
I know you're not here. But i always hope one day you're going to walk in through that door and be home. I still can't get used to the feeling of you not being here..
Everyday I still learn from the mistakes that I've made.
Who knew that things would be this way.
Now that i have a job i will be saving money to move out. It’s something i need to do. Don't get me wrong, i'm truely grateful my mom provided a roof over my head and food to eat. But i can't take being in this house any longer with my sister and her husband. So come april i will be moving out and starting my own life.