helloimblonde78

Status: Dating my childhood crush, Never thought it'd happen. But NEVER SAY NEVER<3
Joined: March 16, 2010
Last Seen: 7 years
user id: 103695
Location: new york
Gender: F
Anyone need advice? I'm here! I've been through a lot in the past 5 years, anyone wanna know? just ask, I don't bite
ABOUT ME;
Love? Scared Or Want It? Either Way, Don't Be Scared And Go For It. Anyone Can Find Love At Any Age. 13, 14, 15, 16. Hey! Maybe Even 10, Who Knows. Love Happens In Every Form And Anywhere. Don't Be Afraid Of Falling In Love. It Really Is A Wonderful Thing. At 15, I Met This Guy, He Was Everything I Ever Wanted, But On May 6, He Broke Up With Me. He Ignore me for two months and then I signed onto FACEBOOK to see that he is single. Dick move, right? I thought I lost everything, I felt lifeless for a very long time. But recently, I started to reconnect with an old crush I always had a crush on since I was 5 years old. I'm 17 now, and we started dating on July 22, 2012. My feelings for my new boyfriend have never really went away, I just avoided them for so long and we stopped talking for 6 years but our families remained friends and my brother and his brothers have been best friends since they were three. Crazy how things happen in life. Fall in love with as many things as possible, love is all you need. Don't be afraid, just go for it. Take risks, get your heart broken, break others hearts, EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON.

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Quotes by helloimblonde78



So, about three

months ago, i started

writing a story called


"Trying To Get The

Girl"
i stopped

because no one was

really reading it. i 

would love to 

continue it, but ill

only continue if i get

about 15 likes and 

comments saying that

you will love to read it :) 

thank you for those of

you who will love to

read it :)


 

 

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SoI just thought I'd let 

out 

my feelings to the world...

I really FREAKING LOVE

 

SPIDER-MAN!!

 

And this is in the love category because, I LOVE Spiderman! :* 

 

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Trying To Get The Girl- Chapter Three
 

 The next day at school first period English, Aniya wasn't there. That meant, Kya would be following me around all day and be glued to me. Kya has liked me for a while, she is like a sister me but she sees more than that even though she knows I'm in love with Aniya. All of my friends don't get it, they just keep bugging me about someone they've never met themselves.. Or maybe they aren't true friends.. Samantha, Kevin's girlfriend and Kya's best friend understands a little but when she is around our friends she makes fun of me just as much as the rest of my friends. Later on that day, Aniya shows up at lunch. She sits by herself at the table by the door. I felt bad and my friends were annoying me so I got up and walked over to Aniya. Everyone had their eyes on me in disgust. Before I even sat down with Aniya, she looks up and signs, "If you're sitting here to make fun of me or use me to humiliate me, just leave. I don't want to make you look like a loser like me or get caught up in my life." When she finishes, she tears up and looks back down. I grab the chair right next to her and sit down, thought over what she said. What about her life does she not want me to get caught up in? So, I look deep in her eyes and sign "I'm not. I want to know you, Aniya. I don't care what I look like or become." She smiled and that was the very first time I have ever seen her smile-lemme tell ya, it was beautiful and I think it made me fall even more for the girl I barely knew, but I'm on a mission to get to know Aniya Peterson. 


Hey Everyone! Please give me feedback, i would really appreciate it! Anyone who would like me to notify them for when the next chapter will be posted just lemme know and I'll notify you! Thank you! <3
 


Trying To Get The Girl- Chapter Two
 

 The more I've been trying to get Aniya to speak to me or sign to me, the harder it is because she is such a mystery. Her eyes are red a lot which really makes me wonder, so I decided to tap her on the shoulder and ask her,
"Hey, Aniya your eyes are really red. Are you okay?" I actually got a response from her and her response was a dull, "I don't know". She then continued working on the lab we were assigned. I just sat there, looking into space but on the corner of my eye I saw her rubbing her eyes and I noticed a black smear of make up running down her cheek, she was obviously not okay. I felt that I should ignore it, but I decided against it and tapped her shoulder and signed
"What's wrong? Why are you crying?" She gave me a surprised look and signed back "I'd tell you, but then I'd have to kill you." Aniya stormed off in an angry walk. That left me guessing for the remainder of the day. Towards the end of the day Ryan, Hunter and Kevin all came to my house. We ordered a pizza and just sat around playing video games. The pizza finally came after a long 30 hungry minutes and Ryan noticed my sign language book under my bed. He pulled it out and said
"You learned sign language? What the he-" Kevin interrupted in disgust and said screamed, "Did you really learn sign language for that freak? What's wrong with you? You have tons of girls throwing themselves at you for the past 5 years and rejected them all because you're in love with that weirdo!" I finally had it with them making fun of me about Aniya and finally stood up not for myself but for Aniya. I yelled at the guys and said "You haven't ever even met the girl! Kevin, you make fun of her everyday of her life. Hunter and Ryan, you guys are dating and don't even like girls so I don't understand why you guys make fun of her. I haven't really met her yet either, but just because of the way she dresses or acts isn't stopping me and it doesn't mean she is a freak. No one has given her the chance, but I will!"


Hey Everyone! I haven't written in a long time so whoever reads this please give me feedback, i would really appreciate it! Anyone who would like me to notify them for when the next chapter will be posted just lemme know and I'll notify you! Thank you! <3
 


Trying To Get The Girl- BackGround
 

Mason Carter. Mr. Popular, star baseball player, star student, funny gorgeous and all the girls want him. But Mason has been in love with Aniya Peterson for as long as he can remember. Aniya is the school reject, no friends, quiet, deaf and always wore black. She's beautiful, but she hides it behind her long black hair and dark make up. That doesn't stop Mason though. But would alcoholism, drugs and depression make him run from her or fight for her when he actually meets her? 

Hey Everyone! I haven't written in a long time so whoever reads this please give me feedback, i would really appreciate it! Anyone who would like me to notify them for when chapter one will be posted just lemme know and I'll notify you! Thank you! <3
 


Every Sad Face Tells A Story
 

If you care enough, dig deep to read it


-Mine:)
nmf

 




You don't know her whole story

Pretend to be in her shoes and find out how

she really feels
before you go ahead

hurting her
 

 

nmf ♥myquote



You're Something

Worth Figthing For
I'm Not Ever Giving Up
Even If It Hurts Me


 
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