heyshea812

Status: yeahhhh
Joined: August 8, 2010
Last Seen: 9 years
Birthday: August 12
user id: 119778
Location: my house
Gender: F

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I want to be in love. Maybe not love, but so deeply invested in someone that I’m unexplainably happy all the time. I want long hugs and little pecks. I want to just be with a boy I like frequently. Maybe this won’t happen until summer, or even longer. I know I have to put myself out there for this to happen and be friendly to people (guys in particular) I wouldn’t usually be. That’s kinda scary. No, not kinda. VERY scary. I’m shy and quiet. I enjoy reading and tea and long walks and sitting in my room on tumblr all day. I don’t like to socialize. It just takes so much time and effort to like someone and develop a relationship. Maybe I don’t want that. But I do want to feel wanted—desirable. I want to be content. But honestly, I don’t think any of these things will happen. Not right now. I guess I need to change my attitude and become happy with myself before I can even think about being happy with someone else. That’s the right thing to do. If I change for the better isn’t the universe going to return me the favor and give me someone? Hopefully. But this isn’t a fairytale. This is my screwed up life
 

Adolescence didn't make sense

A little loss of innocence

The ugly years of being a fool

Ain't youth meant to be beautiful?
 


(teen idle- marina and the diamonds)

One day I promise you will miss me.
 And by the time you realize that, I'll be gone. 

Being the NANNY---Prologue


Claire twirled around the room, staring longingly at the lavender dress she put on. She danced around the giant walk in closet gazing at the amount of designer brands she saw. She picked up purses and tried on shoes, dreaming that it was all hers. But she knew she was just a poor girl who could barely afford her own cheap (but still stylish) clothes. Claire was always dreaming about being as rich as the people whose house she was in. And she always tried to gather as much money she can--most of it went into her wardrobe. And the reason she was in a celebrity’s closet? She was the nanny.


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I wasn't supposed t0 fall for him,

 but  I've been swept up in a carefree summer love before I knew what hit me.
 



Every day I dream about living another life, living a fairytale.
All I want is to wake up one day
and think my life is just as good as the one in my dream. 

 

Format: twilightgirl995

                           Miss Sweet Tea?
                                                         *Prologue*
             
             I rolled out of bed on a cloudy Sunday morning, hoping my mom would forget what
today is. I tumbled down the stairs, more asleep then not, and walk into the kitchen to see my mom sitting at our small breakfast table with a huge smile spread across her face.

“You know what today is!” My mother exclaimed, in a voice much too loud for this early in the morning.

“I was hoping you forgot.” I moaned.

“How could I, silly! It’s just the most important day in your life! The Sweet Tea Pageant! Oh, darling, I’m so excited!” My mom squealed.

All my life, my mother has been waiting until the day I could compete in this pageant. She was “Miss Sweet Tea” when she was my age, and all she wants is for me to follow in her footsteps. All year we have been practicing, preparing for something I don’t even want to do. But once my mom gets an idea, she is impossible to stop. And since my birth, it was decided I was to win this pageant. So basically, my whole life was based around an event. Not even an event. A pageant. And my fate was going to be sealed in less than twelve hours. Great. 




lAll I want...
....is a
  
whirlwind romance



 

Format; @Keep_Your_Head_High_the_Sun_Will_Shine

The Summer Everything Changed


I got off my bike and ran into my best friend's house, shouting a hello

to their parents sitting on the couch as I sprinted up the stairs. I knew

this house almost as well as my own. I through open Jenny's bedroom

door, startling my two best friends (and step sisters) Abby and Jenny.

"Woah, Shea. That was fast," Abby said with a laugh.

"Well, you told me to hurry!" I say, laughing aong with her. Even

though I've only known her for a year, it feels like she's always been

my best friend.

"Hello, my little pumpkin patch. We're going to the boardwalk." Jenny

creepily said, causing Abby and I to fall into hysterics. Jenny is the

funny one, the outgoing one everyone loves. Abby is more quiet, but

amazing once you get to know her.

As we leave, we stand in front of the mirror to check our looks one

more time. I stand between them, noticing every flaw I have compared

to them. They are both gorgous, Abby short and adorable, and Jenny.

Well let's just say tall, tan, and beautiful. Neithor have any trouble

getting guys. And then there's me. Me, with my giant nose and bone-y

body. While believe I'm kind of pretty, something about myself I just

hate. It's not one specific thing. It's everything put together.


"Okay, we look hot. Let's go!" Jenny said, snapping me out of my

trance. She confindently walks downstairs, and I secretly wish I was

her. Or Abby. They don't care about what anyone thinks, and I wish I

was like that. But I'm not. All I want is to be comfortable in my own

skin. As I hop on my bike, following them onto the street, I make a

promise to myself. As I stare at the sinking sun, I promise myself that

this summer I will chage. I will go back to school confident, and I won't

care. I will be myself.

To Be Continued


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