I think when it's all over, It just comes back in flashes, you
know? It's like a kaleidoscope of memories. It just all comes back.
But he never does. I think part of me knew the second I saw him
that this would happen. It's not really anything he said or
anything he did, It was the feeling that came along with it. And
the crazy thing is I don't know if I'm ever gonna feel that way
again. But I don't know if I should. I knew his world moved too
fast and burned too bright. But I just thought, how can the devil
be pulling you toward someone who looks so much like an angel when
he smiles at you? Maybe he knew that when he saw me. I guess I just
lost my balance. I think that the worst part of it all wasn't
losing him. It was losing me.