hidden_secretsx

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It's hard to swin
in a world so shallow �
Hello; its danielle here<3
This is my second account because everybody from school knows my other one.
I'm 13 years young<3 and I blow the candles out January 15th
i stopped cutting last month, no one knows how badly I want to pick up that blade. I'm very insecure.
I need to find my self.
I'm lost, I don't know who I am anymore.
I wanna be a doctor when i'm older and live in New York City. People expect to much of me, I dislike it. I also get judged A LOT. get to know me, I dont bite :3. I love to read! THE HUNGER GAMES<3 is my life<3 People think I have the perfect life but everybody has there secrets, trust me i would know. I'm losing all my friends, I can tell. I know people say this all the time but i'm serious,
if you need someone to talk to I will ALWAYS be there, no matter what. I have BIG dreams and the only person i've ever told them to are;
my dad but I haven't seen him in a year, I miss him.
He's stationed in Afghanistan.</3
And whats worse is my mom and I don't get along and all I need is my dad sometimes</3
&always remember YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL.
I LOVE YOU<3
Grounded;  for probably forever.

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no one knows how badly I want
 to pick up that blade
 and the one girl that I could talk to about it
just doesn't even talk to me it's like one day
we were best friends and the next she decided
not to talk to me in a month, making me feel like
I did something wrong.
It's one of the nights were I just wanna die.
 

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no one knows how badly I want
 to pick up that blade
 and the one girl that I could talk to about it
just doesn't even talk to me it's like one day
we were best friends and the next she decided
not to talk to me in a month, making me feel like
I did something wrong.
It's one of the nights were I just wanna die.
 

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30 days, 30 letters
day 3
dear dad, well i miss you so much we are so close and
when you get home from Afghanistan I will be the happiest
daughter in the whole world. I wish you could call more
but I get it. with you gone it has been the worst days of
my life, we were always like best friends. I love you daddy.

Dear mom, well we don't get along very well, but when we do
get along we are so close but sometimes when we get in fights
I want to kill myself. And when we get in fights it makes me 
want  dad more. Eventhough we dont have the best relationship
i will always love you.  

 

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30 days, 30 letters
Dear crush,
wellll...your my best friend in the whole world and i can tell
you anything, i love you, i just would never have the guts
to tell you, i love you<3

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30 days, 30 letters(:
Day #1
Dear bestfriend, well i love you so much i dont think i could ever have a better best friend.
You are there for me through every ups and downs you know every little piece of my life,
and i know we get in fights but that just makes our friendship stronger.
ILOVEYOU<3
 

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I need to stop thinking about you


and accept the fact that your over me.

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I wans finally over you but,
you called me last night and all the feelings came back. 


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I don't think I can live this life anymore. 
I'm sick of it.
I hate the suicidal thoughts everyday.
The slits on my wrist just keep getting worse.
I have no one to talk to about anything.
I need new friends, real friends.
I've never wanted to kill myself more than I do right now.
I was so strong now i'm just breaking.
I can't hold onto this life anymore.
I'm done.




 

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FOREVER

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MY WORLD IS


 falling apart. 

NMF
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