Are you aware of the
shape I'm in?
My hands, they shake.
My head, is spins.
My heart, it aches.
My lungs, they are tearing.
Everything is just so overwhelming.
A cripples smile on my face,
Face my fears, are you crazy?
Then again, I'm crazy too.
Locked away,
In a cage, in a zoo.
Eyes are watching my every move.
Are you aware of the shape I'm in?
My body is trembling,
My life's a sin.
My bare skin is cold,
Yet my head is burning.
Isn't life supposed to be exhilarating?
Sleeping in bed,
Bed is where I lay.
Laying down, all of the day.
Day by day, time is moving.
Moving fast, fastly moving.
Are you aware of the shape I'm in?
Binge and purge and purge and binge.
Slit and cut
And carve and burn.
Sixteen years old,
Yet still to learn.