hilluv1208

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Joined: April 21, 2009
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heyyy witty people(: So the name's bella, and if you're actually taking time to look at my profile then i love you:D my life is composed of bullshit. i cant even count how many times i've been let down or lied to or cheated on or whatever else you can think of, but witty&music helps alot(: i live for lacrosse&guitar&yes, im in the dorkestra(: although they treat me like shit, my fam means the world to me. i'm currently freshmeat in highschool, just you wait, one day we're gonna rule the world(: i have no time for fakes or haters. if you dont like my shit, go take it out on yourself instead of waisting my time. i've gone through hell &back but i know that in the end everything will be iight:)
 
So about me;;;;
my life revolves around music; its the most expressive beautiful thing in the world.
I play lacrosse. #23. every positionn.. yeah its a pretty cool sport(:
i like photography. idk why its just fun taking pictures that actually turn out gud(:
my friends are my life..guys are idiots...schools dramatic...family is everythin...i love guitar....cellos prettycool (yeahh im in the dorkestraa;;dnt be h8in)


AgE:14
B-dAy: June 13
GrAdE: 9th
ReLaTiOnShIp: TaKeN<3
HaIr:Bruneettee
SpOrTs:currently; lax.used to be soccer&Xc
MuSiC:EVERYTHING. i have songs from country-heavy metal on my ipod; just to sum it all up:)
MoRe:I dont ned stalkers:p


i love jesus<3

MoOd:i hate midterms. nuff said.

StAtUs:ilovehim<3


TWLOHA is a really great thing... i know so many people who's lives have been saved by this one organization.
they have reallllllly cool shirts yu can buy too; so buy themm ahaha
FoReVeRtHeSiCkEsTkIdS
                                                                                                                                                  
{{taken by the best<3}}
8/9/10(:
music is life<3<3<3
i like EVERYTHING
from country-heavy metal

right noww im obsessed with;
impossible-shontelle
ohio is for lovers- hawthorne heights
Passive-Mile Marker Zero
You Are a drug-secondhand serenade
scars-papa roach
tiny dancer-elton john
shouldve said no-taylor swift
love the way you lie-eminem&rihanna
when im gone-eminem
Your love is my drug-ke$ha
lullaby-the spill canvas
life,scars,appologies-since october
miserable at best-mayday parade
the only exception-paramore
one year, six months- yellowcard
wakeup-(Hed) P.e.
uh yeah i have fanart but im going to add it whenever i get the chance to..haha:) so yeah

i do requests btw
likes;
music,friends,guitar,cello,lax,xc,abs on hot guys, pretty eyes,scene hair,zumiez,pacsun,hollister,osiris,texting,my phone,sleep,summer,hugs&kisses,my kitties,laughing&smiling,love,family

dislikes:
drama,cheaters(relationships not tests),loud noise when i wake up, spiders,dits,sluts,people that get everything they want


when you
are about
to give up,
remember
why you
held on
for so
long
in the
first place
<3
if you read everything above;;;your amazing
REQUESTS;;;;;
i do fanart. thats about it though;if you want a quote ill try mybest  but i dont guarentee it will be the best thing youve ever seen;; but im really good at fanart and picniking pictures and stuf flike that.



thanks to everlongs_layouts for all the layouts on my page. their absolutley amazing:)
heart broken
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hilluv1208's Favorite Quotes



when i fall asleep on your
chest your heartbeat is the

soundtrack of my dreams

 



I love Jesus Christ
click the ❤ if you do too
I[ f  you   deny   me    in  f  ront    of   your     f r i e n d s,  i   w i l l   de n y   y o u    i n f r o n t    o f   my  f a t h  e  r  ] 

 

When  A Girl Cr ys,
It's not just over one thing.
It's a build up of anger and tears they have been
holding in for so long.
They try to put a smile on everyday so
no one will see the pain they are really feeling.
And sometimes, the happiest girls..
are the ones breaking down inside.

 


honey, if he is the right guy,
 he won't leave










Tomorrow's the day Jesus suffered and died for us.

Show some love and respect

He is our savior.









 

 


and there she goes again,
believing in something that is probably never going to happen. </3



never forget your first love.

he's the one that started your heart's fast beating. ♥





 
 
Okay



I admit. I have absolutely no self confidence

I pretend that everything is perfectly fine

 but honestly

nothing is okay.

i feel like every girl at my school

is so much prettier than me

and they don't even try hard

and i try so hard

and i hate

seeing you with her

every f●●king day

and i have to pretend to be happy for you

i spend so much time trying to impress you

but turns out

you spend all your time staring at her

im sick of pretending

i sometimes find myself crying over pictures of other girls

cause they are so pretty

and like 90788925307897243 people
comment on the picture

im even really jealous of my

best friend.


and i feel like

i try so hard to be pretty

but no one notices

so i dont feel pretty anymore

im not asking for sympathy
or drama

im just asking for

advice

So Pleasee..
Im Sick Of this
and I have no one to turn to

I Need A Shoulder To Cry On <3


 

I want to be the
girl that
you fall for
when every other girl is
falling for
you