m y e s c a p e . ♥
FAKE BITCHES?
n o t a p a r t o f m y l i f e ,
anymore.♥
stay
BEAUTIFUL.♥
a
tear is like washing away all of the pain. everything
bottled up inside you, waiting to get out. its pain. thats why
somme people just need to break down and cry. to let all of
their pain out of their system. it hurts them. and when they
cry, they are letting go of all the pain life has caused them.
sometimes were all just in need of a cry. it will make you
stronger then ever before.
i'm never
hungry anymore. i force myself to eat food when i'm at school.
so no one will notice i dont eat. i don't want to keep doing
this to myself. it's not fair for my body to have to put up
with what i do to it. but i can't help myself. i just want to
look in the mirror and be 100% happy with myself. i know im
beautiful. every single girl is. no matter what. but im not
skinny. if i eat. i hate myself for it. because i know it just
keeps me farther away from being happy. i cut. because of
family life. &for feeling i will never be good enough. one
person caused me to feel like that. like all of thoes other
girls will always be better then me. &he
was willing to give up on me for someone who will never care
about him. i will never forgive him for that. he dosent realize
he is the cause of most of my pain right now. i will never be
good enough. &people show me that every single
day.